day 1: you are gone and the memories are racing through my head; i can't breath normally without you; why are you not here to hold me so i won't fall apart any more?
day 4: you are still gone and i am drowning my thoughts in smoke and all i can see is your face; where did you go that was more important than us?
day 15: you are gone and i am trying to forget but the thoughts are still there; i can almost breath normally but i still wonder why you left me
day 28: you are gone and i am meeting new people and finally going out; i almost feel alive again but you still come across my mind and i wonder where you went
day 49: you are gone and i have met someone else; he makes me feel safe; his eyes are like home; i think i really like him; i am almost falling in love again but your face still comes up sometimes when i think about love and i wonder why
day 83: you are gone and i am moving in with him; he told me he loved me for the first time the other day and i said it back, meaning it; i hope you are doing well because i am, i have moved on; and now i can say your name without wondering
