it's hard sometimes
to smile
when all i want to do
is cry
it's hard sometimes
to eat
when all i want to do
is starve
it's hard sometimes
to stay clean
when all i want to do
is tear myself apart
it's hard sometimes
to be the girl
that everyone sees me as
because i'm really not
happy
and when i'm hyper
it means i'm hurting
and i'm trying to hide it
from you
and from myself
it's hard sometimes
because no one seems to notice
that everytime i smile
i'm breaking inside
