what did you want from me?
you left me and now
i'm a mess.
the days without you
feel like smoke
slowly suffocating me and filling me with death.
i feel like i'm drowning
and you're standing there telling me
to learn how to swim.
i am falling apart
and you don't even see me
even though i am screaming your name.
i will write your name on a bullet
so that when i shoot myself
you will be the last thing that goes through my head.
is that what you wanted?
