One day, Shiloa is walking on the empty street going home from the work instead of riding a bus, she chose to walk for her to stay away from the crowd. As time passed by, Shiloa didn't noticed that someone is following her and she's in danges because earphone is on her ears with loud volume that even a loud noise made by that someone is can't be heard.
Until that someone grab her arm and cover her mouth to avoid shouting for help, the man pointed a knife on her neck.
"Give me your money or else I'll kill you." the man whispered.
"I-----i'll give you what you want, just put down your knife" Shiloa answered with fear.
The man slowly put down the knife and Shiloa has nothing to do but to give all her money and accessories.
Shiloa kept her mouth shut.
It is a good thing that she has extra phone left in her dorm
On the other day, she's back in her morning routine and back to her class. Her friends still don't have idea about what happened to her because Shiloa is good at keeping secrets at her own.
She was forced to quit on her job because of that, but she didn't mentioned it to her boss about the reason why she want to quit.
She's working to support her life, she don't want to seek help to her biggest nightmare family. Everytime she remember her family, all she can remember are the endless violence and dangers on her life.
She do everything, but fate is really good at her even when sleeping darkness still want to chase her, reminding her all the things she had been through.
In her unexpected time, someone covered her mouth that cause her to lose her consciousness.
Outside the abandoned building, there were two people talking to each other on how they can get money to Shiloa's mother and they didn't know that no one in their family cares to Shiloa.
Mrs. Lindon was forced to give money and there is a secret why she agreed about this.
After the transaction is done and Shiloa is on Mrs. Lindon's hand, her evil mother explained everything about the condition that is why she's been saved.
"Hey you kid! Let's talk." Mrs. Lindon ordered Shiloa.
"What? I'm leaving." Shiloa muttered.
"No! You won't!" Mrs. Lindon shouted with anger.
"Why?"
"You think that I don't have condition? I spent that money for one condition!"
"It is your responsibility to save me from that!" Shiloa bursed out.
"No! It's not mine, so better agree what is my condition."
Shiloa rolled her eyes.
"Fine! What is it?"
"You need to stay here for the rest of your life and work for us!"
"But---"
"No buts! I'm done, you may now leave."
Shiloa is back to her worst nightmare house. Everyday she's experiencing physical abuse and emotional abuse telling that she was the one giving disgrace to her family.
Scars are can be seen all over her body but instead of feeling it, she chose to endure those pain for her to go to school.
"Hey! Shiloa what happened to you?"
"You look like mess!"
"Are you okay?"
"Look at you! You are covered with bruises and cuts!"
Her friends is really worried to her but she always say...
"Guys I'm okay, I just met an accident at house."
Shiloa did not end up suffering but she show everything, how worthy she is.
Until the day has come...
Anger fueled up Shiloa as she experience physical abuse from Mr. Lindon. Everyday is always a nightmare but Shiloa is done keeping her silence
"WILL YOU JUST STOP! I'M TIRED OF EVERYTHING! YEAH I'M ADOPTED BUT DON'T DO THIS TO ME! I'M DOING MY BEST SO THAT YOU WON'T SAY AGAIN THAT I'M REALLY USELESS IN THIS FAMILY! IT IS NOT MY FAULT THAT I'M JUST ADOPTED. IT'S YOUR FAULT TO ADOPT ME. SO PLEASE LET ME LIVE PEACEFULLY! I REGRET THAT YOU'RE THE ONE WHO ADOPTED ME! YOU ARE BOTH USELES AND IRRESPONSIBLE!"
Mr. Lindon slap her and kicked her on stomach causing her mouth to be covered with her own blood.
Her family did not let her eat anything in the house because there is a rule that if you talk back to your parents you won't eat anything. That is their punishment.
Shiloa sleep with an empty stomach and enduring the pain she have.
"I am in the middle of nowhere that were surrounded by all the sufferings I've had. I was killed in silent of nightmares, nightmares that have not been voice out. As I open my eyes, I saw my family regretting and c
rying in front of my coffin and now I realize everything. I was meant to suffered for them to see my worth and a blessing in disguise of my family wherein I was their lesson so that they can change their attitude towards everyone."
Ps. I'm sorry, it was too harsh. But hope u like it :)
