Letters and Poems

10: A/N

I'm writing this story, not for the readers. It's for my own mental health. I'll be posting on a daily basis but I'm uncertain if I'll only post one or 4 or more. Expect 1 to 5 chapters a day tho.

Comments always make me happy tho and I'll write an A/N (Authors Note) every 10th chapter about my health update. But as this is the first one I'll just get on with it.

It feels enlightening to write about my feelings in an easy form of not saying how I actually feel. It's always been difficult expressing my emotions and what I should do and how I should continue onwards. I havent slept in the last 3 days tho and passing in and out the whole time so yeah, I'm not healthy atm. I've lost 5kg which sounds great for most but I weigh 50kg (118lbs) and am 172 (5'8) tall so it isnt healthy at all. I'm not anorexic I think. I dont make myself throw up, I dont feel fat. Maybe I have a high metabolism or maybe it's something else.

I want to thank bearnu for them helping me get out of my husk. I haven't known them for long but I trust them with my heart and soul.

Anyways. I'm off now and hope you all have an enjoyable day. See you in the next A/N. I'd appreciate comments though and please no hate comments. They'll just get deleted.