*yoongi's POV*
I was sitting across from y/n I could tell she was scared. I noticed she was singing. tae comes out of the kitchen he sits next to me. She carefully gets up" were are you going. Are you okay?" "I'--m fi--n-e a-n--d I'-m g-o--i-ng t-o t-h--e k-it--c-h-e-n" she says Tae nods she walks to the kitchen " so Tae it's your turn tomorrow. To do your part of the plan" Tae nods.
*Y/N'S pov*
I walked into the kitchen jin looks at me and smiles " hey little one"I walk over to the table and grab the notebook and pencil I wrote on it and handed it to jin He read it" umm I'm nearly finished but can you please go get everyone please" I nod and terned around and walk towards the living room. " Um b--o-y-s d--in-n--er i-s r--e--a--dy" "okay" Tae said while getting up I walk back to the kitchen I sit down where I sat last night. I put my head down I heard someone sit down next to me " hi little bean" I look up to see Jimin I waved he smiles I smile back someone sat down on the other side I'm going to gather yoongi. jin started to pleat the food up I heard dry heaving from my left I slowly put my head up and looked at yoongi I put my hand on his that was on the table he terned his head to look at me" y--o-u c--a--n d-o i--t" I whispered. His eyes widened and he nodded. Jin put our food Infront of us everyone was eat including Jimin and yoongi but I'm not I got up and grabbed the notebook and pen from the counter I went back to my seat and wrote: I'm not hungry I ate a lot at school. I got up again and gave it to jin He read he looked a bit worried but nodded" ummm little raper. Tae, Jimin and jungkook is going to the dance studio and they want to know if you want to go" namjoon said. 'hmm that's a good way to exercise so I can lose weight ' " u-m-m y--e-s p--l-e--a-s-e" " good um what time?" "U-mm w--h-at t--i-m--e s--u-i-ts t-h--e-m" 10:00" Taehyung said my eyes widened." Umm I h--a--v--e s-c--h-o--o-l t-o--m-or--ro-w th-o--ug--h" " no um I talked to your principal and said you can stay home for two weeks he will talk to your mum" Jin said. I nodded my phone started to ring my eyes widened because all of my ring tones are BTS songs.{so are mine} I looked at the boys they were smiling " are you going to pick it up" " n-o I w--il--l c-al-l h-e--r b--a-c-k l-a--te-r" "who is it?" " M--y m--u--m" Tae nodded " um y/n can you please um sit with me while I umm eat. You don't have to" Jimin asked. I nodded and sat back down my phone started to ring again I let it ring I went to the message app.Eomma bear💜💙
Hi baby are you okay I love you.💜 Xoxoxo xoxoxo
Eomma bear 💜💙
Baby are you okay answer me please. I love you. Xoxoxo xoxoxo
Me
Hi eomma I'm fine I'm um eating at the moment I will be going to bed soon. I love you too 💙💙 xoxoxo
Eomma bear 💜💙
Okay love. you don't have school for a couple weeks so I guess you will hang out with your band mates. Love you so much xoxoxo xoxoxo xoxoxo xoxoxo xoxoxo xoxoxo xoxoxo good night 💜
I terned my phone off I looked up " you okay little dancer" hosoek Siad looking up at me. I nod he smiles and went back to eating. I still have my notebook on my lap and pencil I started to sketch.*Sorry it's bad I draw this*
(It looks like sh*t) 'I know' I started to hum a song that I love {song: my r. I love this song in real life.} I got to the part I used to sing in Japanese I used to sing to my mi-bea in Japanese and French a lot he always said he loved my voice any language I sang in, I sang in a whisper: £=hey don't do it please. I don't think anyone heard. I heard a glass smash "NAMJOON I SWEAR TO GOD" Jin yelled I was a bit scared I can't stand yelling {neither can I} I looked up from my notebook to see glass every where I got up and put my notebook on my chiar I walked over to namjoon and the glass I bent down to pick up some glass "hey little raper you don't need to help" namjoon said bending down to pick up the Glass " i--t's f--i---n-e"I said looking up at him he new he wasn't going to win so he gave up and started to grab peacs of glass as namjoon went to put the glass in the bin I was putting the little peacs of glass I was hiding in my hand in my pocket that my shorts have.namjoon came over to me " thank you little raper" "i-t's fi---n--e n-a--mj--o--o-n--ie" his eyes widened ' f*ck f*ck no I'm going to be in trouble' "I'--m s--o-r--r-y" " what for little Raper?" " C-a--ll--in--g y--o-u n-a-m-j--o---o--ni-e" namjoon was about to say something but I ran out of the kitchen.
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