*Jimin's POV*
We are practicing we have with jae-ho Reaper is happy to practice with a choreographer for once "good job Reaper" he said "okay brake time" he said we all go and sit down except Reaper she still practicing she's pushing herself to be perfect. Reaper is doing one of her songs choreograph it looks so different compered to our songs so what we are used to see her dance too Ju-choi was trying to dance with her it's so cute. We are at the dorms Reaper is cooking lunch for us the boys have the Bentos to eat namjoon and Jin are helping them with their chopsticks even though Reaper said she could give them forks but no they want to use chopsticks like eomma so they are helping them "l--un--ch is r--e--ady" she calls out "okay". We all eat Reaper ate a bit so that's good I was watching Reaper in the living room with the boys dancing she's having fun her smile is really real for once "she's seems happy" Jin said I nod " I love I love I love myself" she sings along "it's good to hear that com from her mouth even though it's just the song" jungkook said I nod "we will show her how to love herself" Tae said "굶주린 놈들은 내 총알받이나 해 곱게 접해 내 멋대로 도배된" she sings along "her voice is euphoria" jungkook said smiling "yes it is" hobi said the song changes "눈을 뜬다 어둠 속 나 심장이 뛰는 소리 낯설 때 마주 본다 거울 속 너 겁먹은 눈빛 해묵은 질문 어쩌면 누군가를 사랑하는 것보다 더 어려운 게 나 자신을 사랑하는 거야 솔직히 인정할 건 인정하자 니가 내린 잣대들은 너에게 더 엄격하단 걸니 삶 속의 굵은 나이테" she sings along "Eh, you've shown me I have reasons I should love myself, ah huh
내 숨 내 걸어온 길 전부로 답해 어제의 나 오늘의 나 내일의 나 I'm learning how to love myself 빠짐없이 남김없이 모두 다 나" she sang along " I'm learning how to love myself 빠짐없이 남김없이 모두 다 나" Tae sings along with her.
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He walks in to the bathroom after hearing yelling he walks in to see his hyungs and his dongsaengs on the floor with his youngest maknae he sees the cut in her neck from the rope "no no no no no" he sobed out. "Hey don't do it please"
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FanfictionMin mi-Reaper is a 13 Girl she has a bad past. she gets ask to join a K-pop band Little did she know it was one of her favourite bands. "H--e-l--p m--e p-l-e-a--s-e" (WARNINGS) •smut kind of. Boy×Boy • self harm. • suicide • eating disorders • abu...
