help me Please (BTS × Depressed reader)

it was meant to be a surprise.

*Namjoon's POV*
Welllll I'm dead "it was meant to be a surprise" I said "I...I......I..I." she said panicking "what's happening" hobi said walking in the living room "she knows you are adopting the boys" I said his eyes widened "are you angry" he said Hugging her she shakes her head "I ju-s--t th--o-ug--ht yo--u wo---ul--dn't" she said "I can see how much you love them and the hell you went through to look after them" he said "and you will still be their mum" he said she sniffs "is that what you were worried about. That I would take the parent title away from you" he said she nods "princess I would never do that plus I don't think I could" he said rubbing her back she nods "those little boys see you as their mum" he said she nods "um since we have a couple of days off um do you want to go get some stuff for them since you know now" he said she nods "I'm coming" Tae said excitedly" me toooooo" kook said "I'll come as well" I said "me come" seo-jin asked "n-o ba-by y--ou st--ay here wi-th J-in, y-o-o-n--gi an--d J-i--m----in" Reaper said "otay" he said. We are walking around the mall we have a bodyguard with us because someone
threaten us Soo we have to be careful Reaper is a bit more scared she always next to one of us when we are in the dorm and we hear a noise Reaper clings into one of us we don't mind because it makes her calmer. We walk in to a store Reaper is holding taes hand "Reaper they need beds" hobi said reaper nods "OooOoO" Reaper said running over to a green bed Tae that was holding her hand had to run with her "who for" I asked "Ju-cho--i" she said I nod "okay one down one to go" I said "what about that one" jungkook said pointing at a wooden bed Reaper nods "okay I'll order them now why don't you go look for beding" hobi said she nods and runs "here we go again" Tae said running to keep up with her "I'm gonna go with them" I said. Reaper got everything we need I took hobi like an hour and half to get Reaper to let him pay. We arrive at the dorms "eomma" the boys yell out and run over to her they hug her she hugs them back "um we will go set up the beds" hobi said she nods "i-ll b-e th-e--re so-on" she said. Reaper came in a while ago she's helping me and Tae build Ju-choi's bed jungkook helped me move killers cage. "Done" I said "we are done as well" hobi said "ok--ay" Reaper finished putting the blankets on. "Teas ready" Jin called out "okay". We walk in to the kitchen to see that they put up the little table for the boys. Reaper was sitting next to the Boys on the ground "Reaper come eat" hobi said she gets up and walks to her chair she sits down she picks her chopsticks up and picks up a piece of chicken and eats it. Reaper only ate probably five mouth fulls yoongi ate all of his food Jimin ate most of it I noticed that jungkook was having trouble eating he probably only ate fourteen mouth fulls 'i will keep an eye on him' I thought to myself "um excuse me" {Jimin: excuse me} seo-jin asked Jin walking up to him "yes"Jin said "can have more" he said "sure" Jin said putting some more food on his plate "here you go" he said " 'ank you" he said walking back to his seat "um so sejin told me that we film your first run BTS" I said her eyes lit up "re---a-ll--y" she said excitedly "yeah I think we are going to a abandoned zoo thingie" I said her eyes lit up more "coooooooool" she said without stuttering "yeah I think we are staying there for a week" i said "so we're camping" Jin said "yeah" I said "coooooooooool" Reaper said excitedly "and we will be playing different games" I said "cool" Reaper said "sejin said that the boys are aloud to come but they will have to stay with the filming group" I said she nods "unless you introduce them" I said she nods "soooooo do you want to introduce them" I said she nods"okay um I will tell sejin. we have a concert before we film." I said she nods "I h-av--e a--n i--d-ea" she said "what is it" Jin asked "yo--u wi--ll fi-n--d o--ut" she said Jin nods. "Eomma me tired" seo-jin said rubbing his eyes "o--k-ay" Reaper said getting up "sit down i will go put them to bed" hobi said "no me want eomma" he yells "okay" hobi said "Reaper gets up and walks over to hobi and whisperd in his ear he nods "w--h-y d--o--e--sn't h-e h--e-l--p yo--u g--et r--e--ady f-or b--ed an--d th--en I w----il-l si-n--g or re-ad yo-u a bo--ok an-d th-e--n hi--m an--d I w--ill p-ut yo--u to b--ed" she said "mm but you come with" he asked she nods. Reaper walks in to the living room and sits down next to me "I thought you were helping hobi with the boys" I asked she nods "the-ir d--o-ne hos--oek/ap-p--a i-s sh--owi-ng th-e--m ar--ou--nd t--he d-or--ms sin--ce I for--got yest--erd--ay" she said I nod "eomma" Ju-choi yells out "mmhhm" "play the song" seo-jin asked holding her guitar she nods and takes her guitar she started to play her guitar "£=Merrily we fall out of line, out of line I'd fall anywhere with you, I'm by your side Swinging in the rain, humming melodies We're not going anywhere until we freeze
I'm not afraid anymore, I'm not afraid Forever is a long time
But I wouldn't mind spending it by your side Carefully we're placed for our destiny
You came and you took this heart, and set it free Every word you write or sing is so warm to me, so warm to me
I'm torn, I'm torn to be right where you are." She sang along with her guitar "£=I'm not afraid anymore, I'm not afraid." She sang the boys start to sing along "£=Forever is a long time But I wouldn't mind spending it by your side Tell me everyday I get to wake up to that smile I wouldn't mind it at all
I wouldn't mind it at all." She sang I smile I look at hobi that walked in a while ago he was smiling "£=You so know me
Pinch me gently I can hardly breathe Forever is a long, long time But I wouldn't mind spending it by your side Tell me everyday I get to wake up to that smileI wouldn't mind it at all
I wouldn't mind it at all" she finished "aww" "cute" "awwe". Reaper walks back in to the living room "when did you write that" I asked "w-h-en th--e twi--ns we--re bo--rn" she said "oh okay" I said "are you tired" hobi asked she shakes her head "oh" he said she walks up to me and sits on my lap "hi what's wrong" I said she starts to cry "hey hey don't cry" I said hobi runs over to us and hugs her she's still on my lap Jin hugs her as well he's sitting next to me she sniffs "what's wrong" hobi asked she starts to shake "hey hey hey your okay im here" hobi said she sobs "we're here your okay im here we all are" I said "we're here" Jimin said walking over to us "what happened did anyone hurt you" Jimin asked she nods "who" yoongi said coldly and loudly "yoongi shh" Jin said "was it a fan" I asked she shakes her head no "okay. was it your brother" Jimin asked she shakes her head "a stuff member" Tae asked walking us over her "your boyfriend" Jin asked she shakes her head hestitently and sobs "you need to tell us" hobi said she shakes her "you need to brake up with him" Jin said "if he's hurting you" Jin said she shakes her head "we need to know what happened" I ask she shakes her head "we do. You are crying" jungkook said she sobs out "I c--an't h--e w--ill h--ur-t yo--u and th-em" she whispered "who will" yoongi asked "h--im" she said "who is him" I ask "T-yle-r" she said.