*Time skip to the last place*
*Namjoon's POV*
We arrive in America Reaper is asleep. Hobi carryed her up to our room since we keeped the rooming arrangements the same as we did in Japan.
*The next day*
"Can you please go wake Reaper up please" I asked Tae he nods "you good hyung" jungkook asked I nod "it's just this is the second time we are going on the Ellen show" I said "mmmm I know but Reaper has got used to everything.". we arrive at the place Reaper is just getting dressed Ellen talked to her a bit she comes out she was wearing a pastel pink over sized hoodie black shorts with Balck sneakers "£= you look good" Ellen said Reaper smiles she gives Reaper a mask "£= t-ha-nk y-ou" Reaper said smiling {it has the Ellen show on it}.
We are All sitting Reaper is on the sofa with me. "£=So Reaper I heard you are a contortionist" Ellen asked she nods "£=can you please show us" she asked Reaper nods she gets up.*Just pretend that it's Reaper and she's on the stage thingie*
And does something "£=wow does that hurt?" Ellen asked Reaper gets up and shakes her head she sits back down next to me "£=that was so cool when did you start to do contortin" Ellen asked Reaper whispered in my ear I nod "£=she said that she started when she was seven" I said "£= wow" Ellen said "£= what else can you do like I know you dance and sing and rap" Ellen asked Reaper whispered in my ear "£= um she said she does ballet" I said "£=thats so cool" Ellen said smiling.
*After the interview*
I was watching Reaper that was showing Ellen more contortion. "£= how can that not hrut" Ellen asked Reaper giggles.
*Back at the hotel*
We are resting from the concert and meet and greet tonight the last couple of weeks Reaper has been receiving these calls from the same guy it seems like she knows him. Jin been getting lot of hate {stob it he doesn't deserve it} he's been really disint Reaper trys to see what's wrong.
We finished the concert now we are at the meet and greet Reaper was playing rock paper scissors with an army they were smiling Reaper was wearing a mask "£= aw you won again" the army said dramatically making Reaper giggle making army aww they started to play Rock paper scissors again this time getting yoongi and the army that was talking to him to play with them "£=you won again" the army said the other one laughed and smiled at Reaper, yoongi let Reaper hit him with a plushie of mang making army laugh and smile she hugs three of the plushies that army gave her the mang plush a spooky plush and a koya plush and signs her album. The army that was talking to me moved onto Reaper she gave her a plush wolf"£=ekkkk i-t's s-o cu-uuu-utee-eee th-ank y-ou" Reaper said claping making army aww "£=what are you going to Name it" I said smiling "£= OooOoO I kn-ow ar-my" she said huging it and kind of jumping up and down in her chair making everyone in the room aww including sejin and the other staff members 'so cute' "£=G-i-g-i" she said "yes" "i-t's c-ut-e" she said showing him the wolf plush I chuckl "I know" yoongi said smiling Reaper signed what she wanted her to sign. The army moved onto Reaper she gives her a box that was wrapped in purple wrapping paper "£=open it" I said she takes her mask of {she always has make up on incase} she looks at the army she nods reaper unwrapped it I looked at it there were little boxes Reaper grabs one and opens it £=aww s-o c-ute" she said taking it out it is a cute little chibi doll it looks like Reaper "£= I um hope you like it I made it" the army said "£= li-ke i-t I lo-ve i-t" Reaper said accidentally knocking a plushie of the table the army picks it up for her and puts it back on the table "£=t--ha-nk y-ou" Reaper said she puts the doll down she grabs another box she opens it she smiles and closees it "£=th-ank yo-u s--o m-uch" Reaper said smiling she grabs another box and opens it her eyes lit up she takes it out its a flower crown it is pastel purple flowers with pastel pink flowers as well "£=i-t's s-o p-re-tty" Reaper said "£= do you want me to put it on for you" I asked she shakes her head "£=d-o y-ou w-ant t-o p-ut i-t o-n f-or m-e" she asked the army the Army's eyes widened and nods Reaper stold up a little and lent over the table the army put the flower crown on making army aww I saw Reapers bodyguard step forward sejin stops him Reaper sits back down she grabs the last box and opens it, it's a choker necklace, a bracelet ,earrings and a ring "£=aw I'-m b-e-ing s-po-iled" Reaper said "what did you get" Jimin calls out she carefully shows him "£= I hope you like them I also made them" the army said.
*Meet and greet over*
*Jin's POV*
Everyone is asleep I walk up to a bridge I climb the rails {worldwide handsome no} "h-e--y d-o--n't d-o i-t pl--ea-se" I heard from behind I look at who it was it was Reaper I climb down "what are you doing here" I yelled she shrugges her shoulders "w-h-at's w--ro-n-g" she asked.
*Reapers POV*
" i..I... There were so many people commenting mean things about me on the picture of us how do you Pretend that even thing is okay how do you" he said crying "Im known as the handsome one but I don't feel it some times" he said crying "I k--n-o---w" I said "no you don't" he said "you don't know what it feels like for people to call you wrold wide handsome and say oh he so handsome when you don't bloody feel like it" he said "you don't know what it feels like when you're next to six hot people and you feel ugly you don't know what is like" he yelled at me and ran away leaving me on the bridge 'jin I know what it feels like to feel ugly because I am' I climb onto the rails "달과 지구는 언제부터
이렇게 함께했던 건지
존재로도 빛나는 너
그 곁을 나 지켜도 될지" I start to sing "너는 나의 지구
네게 난 just a moon
네 맘을 밝혀주는 너의 작은 별
너는 나의 지구
And all I see is you
이렇게 그저 널 바라볼 뿐인 걸" "모두들 내가 아름답다 하지만
내 바다는 온통 까만 걸
꽃들이 피고 하늘이 새파란 별
정말 아름다운 건 너야 oh whoa" I start to cry 'i fucked up' "문득 생각해 너도 날 지금 보고 있을까 oh oh
내 아픈 상처까지 네게 다 들키진 않을까 oh oh
네 주위를 맴돌게
네 곁에 있어 줄게
네 빛이 되어 줄게
All for you" 'i hope Jin is okay' "난 이름조차 없었어
내가 널 만나기 전까진
넌 내게 사랑을 줬고
이제는 내 이유가 됐어" 'im sorry jin' "너는 나의 지구
네게 난 just a moon
네 맘을 밝혀주는 너의 작은 별
너는 나의 지구
And all I see is you
이렇게 그저 널 바라볼 뿐인 걸" "In the crescent moon night
두 눈을 감아도 넌 파랗게 내게 밀려와
In the full moon night
두 눈을 뜨고서 널 담아도 괜찮은 걸까" "문득 생각해 너도 날 지금 보고 있을까 oh oh
내 아픈 상처까지 네게 다 들키진 않을까 oh oh
네 주위를 맴돌게
네..." I sang I stopped and started to sob.
*Jin's POV*
I ran back to the hotel. I run back to my room I sob out "no no no I left Reaper on a bridge high enough to kill her" I sob out "you lefted my daughter where" hobi asked angryly "I'm sorry" I sobed out "where are you going" I asked him "to find my daughter" he said "I'm sorry" I said "hyung what happened" I heard Jimin ask "I fucked up" I said whiping my tears "why what happened" he asked.
*Hoseok's POV*
"Reaper" I call out "princess" I call out "what's happening" I heard from behind me I looked behind me to see everyone one expect Jin "who stayed with Jin" I asked "sejin" "now what the fuck is happening" yoongi asked "I don't know exactly but all I know is Jin left my suicidal daughter on a bridge high enough to kill her" I said coldly "fuck we need to find her like now" "it's not safe to separate" Jimin said "Jimins right we had someone follow us most of the tour so we don't want to risk it" namjoon said "okay let's go" "Reaper" we yell out "gem" "butterfly" "little rapper" "euphoria" "little bean" "princess" "환한 낮에도 까만 밤에도
내 곁을 지켜주는 너
슬플 때에도 아플 때에도
그저 날 비추는 너" I heard singing in the direction of a bridge " look" Jimin said pointing at a person sitting on the safety rail we run up to see Reaper sitting there "princess" I yell out grabbing her from the rails "are you okay" I ask she nods.
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help me Please (BTS × Depressed reader)
FanficMin mi-Reaper is a 13 Girl she has a bad past. she gets ask to join a K-pop band Little did she know it was one of her favourite bands. "H--e-l--p m--e p-l-e-a--s-e" (WARNINGS) •smut kind of. Boy×Boy • self harm. • suicide • eating disorders • abu...