It had been 4 days since that day.
So many unanswered Bryan messages. So many unanswered Bryan calls. I mean, it was like we broke up.
That morning, I woke up pretty sad, thinking of the relationship that perhaps no longer existed. I took a shower listening to some sad music. I stayed in my bathrobe to have breakfast in my room. Lights out, window closed, sad music. I didn't even talk to Anita, she went out during the day while I stayed all day in my bedroom.
It was lunchtime when I heard the doorbell. Outside the door, there were Darius, Chris and Tristan.
< Hey Sara, how are you? > Tristan said.
< I don't think she's okay, she's wearing a bathrobe, the windows are closed, and in the background there's their song... > Chris replied.
< Sara, you have to know this: Bryan cries all the time, he's listening to your song too. For God's sake, "Say You Won't Let Go" is a good song, but listening to it behind closed doors is heavy... > Darius said.
< What happened? Why did you have an argument? Did you break up? > Chris asked.
< I don't know, I don't know if we broke up, I hope the answer is no, but I'm not able to talk to Bryan right now... > I said.
< Did he cheat on you? Did he do something bad to you? > Darius asked.
< No no, let's say it's my thing. > I replied.
< What does that mean? > Tristan said.
< He read my diary, particular pages that contain a terrible secret belonging to my past... > I said.
< You can tell us if you want to! > Darius said, hugging me.
I went to my room, I took the diary to the living room, to make the guys read.
They started reading it, and, once they were done, they hugged me.
< OMG, I'm so so sorry Sara. You can't imagine. What a jerk! > Tristan said.
< I'm speechless, I can't help but hug you now. Come here... > Darius said.
< We're here for you right now. > Chris said.
< Thank you guys, love y'all! > I said, crying.
This moment of silence lasted for a few minutes, no one spoke. They were around me, hugging me.
< You have to talk to Bryan. He's really sad, you don't have any idea. You're hurting a lot more, considering your past, but he's ready to do anything for you. He loves you as he has never done before for no one else... Think about it. > Tristan said.
< Please, you're a strong couple. You two can work it out. We don't know you very well, but we know Bryan, and we can guarantee that he loves you to death... > Darius said.
Chris nodded.
< You are strong, do not give up because together you and Bryan can defeat your past. > Chris said.
I cried, cried so bad. I was happy but defeat.
< Can I come to your place and talk to Bryan? > I asked.
< Of course girl, go get your man. >
They waited for me to get dressed in the living room, and then we went to their place.