BRYAN WILLIAMS || FANFICTION

When I Didn't Care

After that day at the Sway House, Bryan forced me not to go out with Noah.   

Although I loved Bryan more than anything, there was something that made me upset...   

I knew that Noah was just a friend, and nothing could happen.   So I decided not to care.   I texted Noah.

After that day at the Sway House, I decided not to answer Noah's texts, to avoid making Bryan nervous.   After a few days, Noah stopped texting me.   But that day I was going out with him and just see him.   I didn't care about Bryan's opinion.  I didn't tell him anything.

I got dressed and put on my shoes.   

Bryan was in the living room at the exact moment I was leaving. 

"Where you going baby?" he asked.

"Oh, I'll go get my nails.   I'll be back in a few hours." I said.

I really needed to get my nails done, but I was gonna go with Noah.

I got out, got in the car and headed to the Sway House.

Noah was already waiting for me.

I got out of the car and I hugged him.

"Hey gorgeous!   How you doin'?" he asked, hugging me.

"I'm pretty fine actually.   I haven't seen you in 2 weeks, I missed you a little..." I said, smiling.

"A little?   Damn it, woman." he said, laughing.

I told him to get in the car, we went to Wendy's for lunch.

While we were in the car...

"So, how's Bryan doing?   Is he okay?   I'd like to hang out with him, he's so nice!" Noah said.

"Oh, he's fine as well.   But, I have something to tell you..." I said.

"Spit it out!" he said, joking and punching me on the shoulder.

"Um, Bryan didn't want me to hang out with you.   That's why I didn't text you, call or ask you out...   After two weeks, I decided not to care about his opinion.   He thinks something might happen between us, but we're just friends." I said.

"So, did you guys break up?" Noah said.   

"What?   Are you kidding me?   We are still a couple.   The situation is: Bryan must not know about this meeting." I said.

"Oh okay." he said, with a sad face.

"Are you okay?" I asked. 

"No.   The fact that you said *nothing will happen between us*...   I'm a bit scared." he said.

"Noah, please.   I already told you.   I got a boyfriend and I really love him.   I love you too, but you're just a friend..." I said.

"Okay." he said.

After 10 minutes we arrived at Wendy's.

We ate and talked about many things.   We tried to avoid the argument started in the car...

After we finished eating, we went to the beach.

We walked, chatted and recorded many TikToks.

At the end of the day, I said: "I should go, otherwise I'm late.  I have to get my nails done..."

"Oh okay.   I had a really good time, I hope to see you someday." Noah said.

"I had a really good time, too.   I'll text you soon.   By-"

He stopped me and kissed me on the lips.

That kiss was wonderful, I wanted to break off but I couldn't, something was holding me back...

Then...

"Stop!   What the fuck are you doing?   I told you that I love Bryan, I got a boyfriend and now I betrayed him..." I said, starting crying.

"Wait...   It was not your fault, I started the kiss.   You don't even have to tell him." Noah said.

"You started the kiss but I didn't stop you...   Oh my god...   I'm so upset...   And I'm so screwed." I said. 

"No, please, I'm really sorry.   Even though that kiss was amazing...   I wish Bryan didn't exist." Noah said.

"But he exists, and I love him more than anything...   I'm leaving, thanks for the day.   At this point I do not know if we will meet again, because this friendship could ruin my relationship...   Bye Noah!" I said.

I left without even looking back...   I didn't see Noah's face, but I figured...

I took the car and, on the way to the beautician,  I cried like I'd never done...   I kissed someone else and I felt like shit.

I had my nails done and then I went home.