Chapter 9

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We rush Stiles to hospital and the doctors say all they can do is get the fluid out. They put him on the bed and rush him in before it’s too late. I sit back in my usual chair, the one in front of the fish tank. I sit there and just stare at all the fish, I just hope Stiles is okay, I know he is at his end but he still chooses to fight. When Stiles was home, when he was 6 and I was 15, I know big age difference we always used to just watch the clouds and on Christmas morning we would wake up our parents with a horn and scare them telling them to wake up. I put my head in my hands and just stay there, “Mia?” Louis asks me, I don’t answer “Mia, I bought you some coffee” Louis says, that’s when I get up, “Coffee? You bought me coffee? Right now? What made you think I want stupid coffee now? My brother is in there and you think I want coffee? God Louis I just wish you could just… just…” I say and look at what I’ve done, the fish tank has smashed and my knuckles are bleeding and coffee is everywhere, what have I done? I feel a sharp thing go into my arm, “What?” I asks feeling drowsy “shhh” I hear Louis say and then I shut my eye lids.

I wake up and I’m in a hospital bed, I rub my eyes and sit up “What the?” I say confused, then I remember and I look around and Louis is leaning against a wall “Well good morning to you” Louis says looking up from his phone “I’m so sorry. I don’t know what came over me” I apologize “Don’t worry about it. I know you would crack one day” Louis says laughing “Did I hit you?” I ask in panic “Me? No. But you smashed a fish tank and spilt coffee everywhere and scared about 12 people oh and punched a doctor which caused him to have a bloody nose” Louis says walking to me, I put my hand over my mouth “I gosh. I feel so bad!” I say, “Don’t worry. They all understood. Also the nurse will be here in a minute to talk to you privately” Louis says now he is sitting on my bed. I nod and I take a look at my knuckles, they all of scabs on them and some have blood a bit dripping down.

A nurse comes and Louis leaves and she sits down on the ben “Hi Mia, how are we feeling?” She asks, “Apart from smashing fish tanks and scaring people, fine” I say “Mia, do you know what happened to you?” She asks me “Um, I got angry? Then I woke up in a bed?” I ask “Yes, but you had an anger attack. It’s like a panic attack but its anger instead and it can’t just stay in you, it has to come out and that’s what you did” She says softly “Oh” I say, I feel so bad “And we also gave you a needle to calm you and go to sleep” “That would understand this” I laugh, so does she. She is young, probably around 25.  I sit in silence while she wrote things down, “Alright Mia. I know what’s happening with your brother Stiles, and also know your past. Mia, I think you may be suffering a bit of depression” She says, “Depression? I ask “Well yes, it’s not a serious thing. I would put you on anti-depression though. That’s actually bad for people, it can actually make you more depressed” She says, “But it should go away” She says, “Alright. Do I have to do something?” I ask “just rest and don’t think too much” she smiles one last time and then leaves. I sit there in silence, depression? Really?

Louis comes back in and sits back on his phone, I get up and I figured I’m still in my clothes from yesterday, “I’m going to see Stiles” I say and walk out “Wait! Mia!” Louis says and chases me then grabs my wrist, “why not?” I ask him “Um, Stiles, he is um” Louis says looking down “Louis tell me” I order him “He has gone back in” Louis says “Why?” I ask, “They found out the cancer has spread all over his body. Mia, Stiles doesn’t have long” Louis says, “I know Lou, I know” I say looking down, “If you need your Nan or pop they are in the waiting room” Louis says then he goes somewhere “Lou? Where are you going?” I ask him “I’m going to go for a bit, I’ll be back soon” Louis says then walk around the corner.

Louis P.O.V

I get in my car and drive to be my dad’s graveyard is. I never thought I would be back here, I walk up the path to were the hill is and I find him, I see his name and I kneel down “Hey dad” I say, “I know I haven’t visited you in a year but you know I’ve been busy with my life. I meet a girl at your tree, she said it was her tree till I proved it. I also went on a date with her dad, I actually meet a girl. Her name is Mia Bridge and she is amazing, she was in this coma for 2 years and then woke up and stuff. Her little brother has lung cancer and isn’t doing to good Dad, it’s like what you had. Mia is so upset though, like I was with you. Last night she smashed a fish tank and spilt coffee everywhere and all I asked was “Mia, I bought you coffee” and she went crazy, I have no idea what happened to her, then they gave her a needle, like I had and then she woke up the next morning. She was so upset Dad” I say to a grave stone, I put my hand over the engraved letters “I miss you dad, so does mum, we all do” I start to cry, “I need you right now, I have this kid called Niall I didn’t know about till a few months ago, I told Mia and she says she doesn’t mind helping but I don’t want to be a dad, not yet. I still have a life, I’m only 23 as well. But I have to, the mum died” I sit there and just look at the sky, “What do I do?” I ask “How can I be a dad?” I ask him, then a gust of wind comes and then I hear a bird cheap, I looked at the bird “Hello?” I ask the bird and it chirps back, “Do you know what I could do?” I ask then it faces a sign saying ‘Just go with the flow’ on it, it was an advertisement for a stupid cloths brand “Just go with the flow” I say to myself, is dad trying to tell me something “Thankyou dad, I will. I have to get back to Mia and everyone else but I’ll come visit soon, I love you and miss you” I say then walk away.

Louis finally visited his Dad and so sorry there isnmuch Lia but this is about Mia and Stiles, so sorry there is no dates or romance :(

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