CHAPTER 10

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''What happened? saan galing 'yan?!''



We just arrive in manila and hinatid ako ni Vince sa bahay. Now, Mom is asking where the hell this bruises came from.



''i'm sorry Tita--''



''it's just an accident. 'I fell' in chair at tumama sa edge ng table, now it's a bruises na'' I said in monotone. Mom looks not convince but she nod na lang.



''paki-akyat sa kwarto nya yung mga gamit nya'' Mom said to our maids. I stop them.



''i can do that thing'' i said again. I felt empty and.. sad? i don't know.



''tutulungan ko na lang po'' Vince said to Mom. Mom just nodded. I grab my bag and the other is Vince. We went upstair straight to my room. I open the door wide so he can enter the room without struggling.



I sat in my bed and let him fixed my stuffs. I'm freaking out of my mind right now. Wala akong gana sa bagay bagay, i just want to lay in my bed, eat chips and browse in social media. It feels like anxiety.



''okay ka lang ba? kanina ka pa tahimik sa byahe'' he sat beside me. I nodded. I'm not okay, i don't know why, i just felt depressed and i want to cry without any reason.



''you may go now'' i said and lay in my bed. He tapped my shoulders before he leave my room. I heard he locked the door and my tears suddenly fall.



I want a hug from person who understand me a lot. I need my bestfriend but i know she's in pain din because of what happen to her and Tito. I'll just face this 'problem' alone. I don't want my friends to worry.



I woke up around 2am. I didn't notice na i fell asleep pala after crying. I went downstairs and it's to dark so i open my flashlight in phone. I took some chips and coke in ref. I went upstairs na ulit.



I sat on my bed and leaned on headboard. I watched something funny in youtube just for me to laugh but, it did not work. I off my phone and eat chips na lang. I was eating but my tears are falling without any reason.



Hindi ako tanga para hindi kita mapansin! hindi ako manhid para hindi ko maramdaman 'yang nararadaman mo!



His words stabbing my chest. I want to forget what happened but i can't, every time i close my eyes he's the one i always think, i always saw him even in my dreams.



He know that i have a secret feelings for him but, i don't know if we're mutual. I think he is the reason why my tears falling everytime, maybe.. i guess.



It's 3:00am and i'm still thinking of him. Maybe he's sleeping na, but me? i can't sleep. I want him here but we're just friends. He have a girlfriend.



It feels like hell everytime i looked at his eyes, the truth slapping me he's not yours! stop assuming that he will love you back! 



Weeks past na hindi ako lumalabas ng bahay. I just stay here in my room without lights but there's a junkfoods there. I'm losing my mind, super bigat ng pakiramdam ko. Marga message me na she will visit me daw cause she's worried but i said na wag na lang kasi i'm fine naman but she's makulit. She is in downstairs na nga pero i'll let her came na lang.



''gaga ka anong nangyari sa'yo?!'' she yelled after she closed the door. She sat beside my bed and hug me. I smile but my tears is falling.



''i'll wait you. Sa labas muna 'ko'' now ko lang napansin na she's with Justin pala. Marga just nod and hug me again.



''Ano bang nangyari?'' she asked again. She grab a hair brush and she brush my hair.



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