Art Of Love | (TFL S3) ✔

CHAPTER 24

''No. I'm sorry'' he whispered.

''A-are you mad at me?'' my voice trembles. I know the answer, yes, yes he is mad at me.

''why would i?'' he asked. I bit my lower lip.

''b-because i u-used y-you?'' i looked at him. I can see his heavy sighed.

''I'm not. Never. I'm not mad of you just because you used me, i'm not mad of you just because you hurt me, i'm not mad of you just because you trash all my efforts for you, i'm mad of myself because i let you go. Kaya kitang ipaglaban pero hindi ko ginawa, and now sobra kong pinagsisisihan lahat. I'm sorry if i let you go queen''

My heart is now crying and stabbing by his words. It's all my fault but he never get mad of me, he blamed himself sa kasalanan na ako ang may gawa. I want to smile dahil he call me again 'queen' but i'm not his queen now, i'm just part of his past. A nightmare past.

''i wish the best for you, for your child'' i bowed my head to hide my face. I-i'm crying not because he's here, i'm crying because of happiness na nakausap ko ulit ang taong iniwasan ko ng ilang taon.

''can you looked at me?'' he asked in monotone. I swallowed hard and looked at his eyes.

''pwede ko bang malaman kung bakit ka nakipag hiwalay?'' he asked. He sounds broke too.

''i broke up with you cause i know that's the only way para makawala tayo sa magulong mundo. I'm happy na maganda ang resulta ng ginawa ko, we're now successful, you have your own family. I'm happy na you're happy with her, Vince'' i smile but my tears are falling.

He is just staring at me. I'm happy na you're here but its to late, i still love you Vince.

''can you look at me?'' he asked in monotone. I swallowed hard and looked into his eyes. I looked away. I can't, i can't stare his eyes.

''stop for a moment and look at me'' he said again. I shake my head.

''i-i can't'' i swallowed hard. I heard his heavy sigh.

''i said look at me!'' he sounds m-mad. My hands are trembling and my knees getting weak. I slowly looked at his eyes.

''t-then?'' my voice trembling too.

''everytime i look into your eyes i see our lost memories in you'' he said while staring at my eyes. M-me too.

''I-i need to go Vince'' i said. I stood up but he held my hand. My heart beats fast.

''stay please..'' his eyes begging. I shake my head. I can't stay here with him, sa isang pamilyadong lalaki.

''i'm sorry'' i whispered. His eyes turn into dark and pulled me.

''tangina ano ba kasing ginawa mo sa'kin?!'' he suddenly yelled. I swallowed hard and i collide in tree behind.

''V-vince..'' my hands is badly shaking now. What's happening to him..

''why the hell are you avoiding me?!'' he yelled and tightly held my arm. Damn it hurts but i don't want to say na nasasaktan na'ko dahil kaya ko pa.

''i-i want to forget you!'' i yelled too. I badly want to forget you!, to forget our freaking memories!

''sa tingin mo ako hindi?! tangina!. I tried to flirt!, i tried to make myself busy!, i enter a fucking relationship with others but damn still you! i can't fucking forget you!'' he hit the tree. I cover my mouth with my two hands. My arm is now red because of what he did, he held me tightly hindi nya alam na nasasaktan din ako.