Tied To You ( Vkook/Taekook ) [COMPLETE]

19. His Decision

When i said what was on my mind, noona seems surprised..

She awkwardly smiled, standing up..

Leaving me.. on my own

" Sigh "

Times passed, i went out of the bathroom, only to find her, sitting right beside Jungkook

Peeling an apple for her fiancee

Again, awkwardness caught our zones.. i could only blinked in motion when our eyes met

And i sat back down on the sofa, taking a grip of my phone, previously charged

" What.. did you do ? "

Hearing the sudden question, i looked up at her

And she was staring at me worryingly

" You said.. that he's no good for me.. that, you're doing something, to separate us.. "

" What.. did you do ? "

...

For sometimes, i dont know why.. but i feel.. angry..

What did i do ?

Does she know how much that words meant for me ?

I did everything..

' Every single thing it is to survive.. to escape.. '

My eyes moved to Jungkook, sleeping like the log he is

' to escape from him '

And yet..

Despite all that, despite all the shame i had take in on my own, the fear.. the trauma

" You.. brought him to me "

Half of my self was scared.. worried of him, the other half..

Was filled with anger for you

" But you're my sister.. "

You're someone inportant for me, someone i'd seek refuges on before.. someone i loved..

" And i care for you.. "

Just that.. no matter how close we are.. there's always things i cant ever tell someone..

Its not a secret i could just open up to.. not to you.. not anyone..

And we cant communicate this way.. so..

" You wouldnt ever know who he is.. its not your fault to begin with.. he was the one who approached you "

And i know.. i dont have the right to be angry at you.. noona.. you're just looking for happiness..

And as your brother i should be happy.. for you..

But the me right now..

Fell in love, with the very villain that captured and tortured me.. foolishly i did..

Im just taking chances.. and opportunity, because i for sure know.. that you wont be happy with him..

But if its me..

" What.. do you mean he's.. what are you.. talking about ? " she frowns in confusion

" Did you know him ? Before i introduced you two ? "

And i smiled.. bitterly, which caused her frown to grew deeper

" Taehyung.. what.. did you do ? " She seriously asked this time

And my bitter smile wore down

...

" I took the risk "