26. Uncertainty

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Note to all readers, this chapter contain slight smut

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When i opened my eyes.. the sunlight came in blinding me

Few days had passed after what he said to me

The very man, laying asleep right beside me right now.. wanted to invite noona..

And confront her.. to let us be..

' i just dont know.. how to feel about that '

I havent agreed on it.. neither have i refused..

I just.. dont want to confront her.. yet i know that this has to be done..

Leaving Jungkook to deal and talk on his own doesnt sound right either, i need to take a part to explain.. this is very important

I'd wish.. she'd agree on our relation ship and let us free..

The feelings of her trying to clench us down and seperate us is.. very disturbing..

Even the last voicemail she gave me.. it just.. frustrate me all over again

' saying that Jungkook's unstable.. '

Of course he is unstable.. the guy kidnapped and raped me in the past..

No sane guy would do that.. and me.. falling for him on my own will..

Thats even more unstable..

So how would i explain this to her ?

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" Fuck this.. " i closed my eyes again.. going back to sleep

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" Noona.. im sorry.. mom's dead because of me "

Coming back only to find the death of our mother..

I felt like ruins.. and from then on..

Noona was.. the center of my world

" Tae, even though i know how bad you are feeling.. please dont blame yourself.. "

" No matter what, you're all i have now.. "

" And noona will always love you "

She always tried to smile infront of me

To be sweet.. to me..

We had decided to live normally as if those things in the past never happened..

But i know i often sees her cry

The presence of Jungkook in her life, was like a bright ray of light for her..

And i snatched him..

But its because i know, that those two can never be together..

She is a bright and kind lady, she'll find someone better..

She will..

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" Jungkook ? "

The second time i woke up, it had almost gone noon, and Jungkook wasnt beside me on the other side of the bed anymore

I woke up, took a bath, went down, to find a sandwich on a tray

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