Heart Rate Pt. 2 ( ✅ #9 EDITING) (3/2020 - 9/11/20)

🌺(6) Pain

Author's note:

Hello everyone, I am back with writing two stories at a time. I am very thankful with everyone for all your patience. YES! I will continue to write Heart Rate and Second Chance. 😊🥰

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Previously:

"Thank you."

"For what?"

"For being here with me, for taking care of me." I gave her a soft smile, and she softly smiled back.

Though I wish I could take care of you.

"Don't you love that?" She said drinking her yogurt.

"What?"

"The air. You can feel it, but you can see it. It relaxes you, but you don't know why." she closed her eyes and I can't stop looking at her mouth, I want to taste them again. What? No, Can! What the fuck is wrong with you! She got up and walked towards the glass fence and opened up her arms.

I need her! I stood up and started to walk towards her, when I reached her. I was going to entwine my hands with hers, just like titanic, but she turned around and bumped into me.

"WOAH!" she yelled as she fell backwards and I grabbed her from her waist, bringing her up, and her nose and mouth almost touching mine.

Though I can see the panic in her face from the scares. I looked down at her mouth, I feel that I need them, that I want to devour them, that I want to have her. Allah! What am I doing! I yelled. I looked at her at her eyes, holly shit! She"s looking at my mouth! She wants me, I can see it all over her face! I looked back at her mouth,

and without being able to hold myself, and I Kissed her!

Allah! How much I missed these lips, how much I needed these lips, how much I missed having her this closed up. HOLLY FUCK!! I'm feeling her arms are wrapping around my neck, and bringing our bodies closer. SHIT!! What do I do? Oh, Allah. Please, tell me what am I going to do!

"No!" She abruptly pushed away from me, and took off running.

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December 1, 2017

Can's POV

It's been a week and all I know is that she's ok. Why did I have to kiss her! WHY? I rub my face in desperation.

"The answer is simple. You love her! So stop with your bullshit!" My inner self yelled at me.

"I know that." I yelled. "But either way, I shouldn't have done that for various reasons, 1. My family just died, and 2. I don't know how she feels towards me, Though I bet she hates me. But more than how she feels towards me, is the fact that my family just died!" I yelled crying, and sitting back on the couch.

"Son?" I heard and I looked at my baba. "She's ok. Stop blaming yourself."

"Baba, I kissed her, when we had promised that the past was in the past."

"But, you made that promise before you kissed her the second time?"

"Yeah baba, but this time has been like any other time, the first time I couldn't contain myself and I kissed her. She looked stunning with that blue dress, she was so perfect! So,..." And I hung my head, then I brought it up, "Then I promise her, the past is in the past and then I go and kiss her for a second time. But it's just that ... having her there in my arms, with all the desperation that I had inside of me because of everything that happened to her, and I couldn't contain myself again." I nodded no, and bit my lower lip in annoyance, "Then my nightmare comes, and guess what, she falls into my arms and I there I go again and kiss her, but the best of all is that my family had died two days prior." I laughed in sarcasm.