"Fill out this paper and card." I let more tears drop and wiped them. "Then I'll sign them." he nodded and took the papers from me, and sat on the computer desk. "Can. Please." I was almost begging.
"No, birdy." I sat next to teyze and hugged her, and she started to cry uncontrollably while Can started to fill out the papers, and signed them. "Here." he said handing them to me, and I looked at him. I swallow hard, and took the papers from him. He sat where I was sitting at, and I sat on the computer desk, and started looked at them making sure the information is correctly as I kept wiping my tears.
"Sanem." teyze begged. I looked at her, "Teyze." I walked up to her and kneel in front of her. "I feel your pain. I know your pain." We both wiped our tears. "But, if I don't do it. He is going to do it with someone else. I rather do it." and she nodded.
"I know." And she wipped her tears. "And I want to thank you, for everything your doing for him." I gave her a small nod and walked back to the desk, "Are you sure?" I asked him again, and he nodded. I let more tears drop and I sign the paper and the card." I looked at him and gave him the card. "Put this in your wallet, and I will add this to your medical record." he nodded taking the card from my hand, and took out his wallet and put it in.
"Thank you." He softly said, and I nodded wiping off more tears. "Now, that this is done. let's talk about my treatment."
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A week later (March 23, 2018)
A week, a week of my my family begging me, so I would rip the DNR, and as much as I want to feel their pain, I cant. I feel numb, I'm just living and waiting to see when is my last day here on earth. I just hope Sanem, can't help me, nor save me. But I will do everything she says, I want to give her the opprtunity to fight with me. But to be honest we are fighting against something I feel there is no need.
Ding Dong I heard, I walked over to the door and my heart feels with happiness to see who's on the side door but sadness at the same time. I smile, and I open the door.
"Hey, how are you?" She asked as she walked into my new apartment. "Wow, I like it." I can see her eyes are glued all over the place, and with a huge smile. She's so beautiful! How am I going to live without you. How?
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"You should, you didn't let me do anything while I recovered at the hospital, nor at my parents house." She looked at me and gave me another big slime. "For real Sanem. You were the one who talked to the interior designer, and got everything set up."
"Well, yeah I did speak with her, and told her how to decorate the house, Since I know your style it was easy." and we both smile."But I didn't have the chance to come here and look at everything. So..." and she shrugged. "I'm glad everything turned out good."
"Of course it did, if we think about it, it wasn't designed by her, it was designed by you." and I was able to see a small blush, I love it when she blushes. Can I just run to you, and kiss you? "Plus, you bought everything. You didn't even ask me for my card number, nor let my parents pay, nothing Sanem. This was all you." I smiled.
