Heart Rate Pt. 2 ( ✅ #9 EDITING) (3/2020 - 9/11/20)

🌸(7). DNR

Previously:

Three months later (Feb. 22. 2018)

"Son, it's been three months, please."

"No annem. I'm ok."

"Can, you need to go out, you don't talk to anyone anymore, your scaring me." she said as we walked down the stairs to my gym. "You go to the office, work, and come back home and that is it. Can."

"Annem, I'm fine." I stop, leaned over and kissed her head, then I turned around and kept walking down the stairs until I reached the gym. We both sat on the bench and I started to wrap up my hands.

"When are the movers going to come and pick things up?"

"Tomorrow. That's why I want to practice now, because starting tomorrow I'm going to be going to the gym, until I set up the new gym in my new house."

"Can you didn't had to sell it."

"I had no choice, I can't be here anymore. I can't."

"It's ok. I understand you. son."

"How's everyone?"

"Everyone is good. Well you see your abi and baba at the office every day. Mevkibe and Nihat are good too. Leila is good and Sanem, she's working a lot. But she's good."

"Wasn't she going to move?"

"But that was before all of this happen."

"So, why did she stay."

"Can, you are so blind. Your blind by your hate, but your guilt that you can't see the light."

"Is that why you and baba stay with me. I'm not going to kill myself if that is what you guys are afraid of."

"We aren't afraid. We are worried."

"Is she worried?" I was starting to feel annoyed.

"Of course she is. She was the one who notice what is going on with you. Every day she calls me and asks me about you."

"If she's so worried, why hasn't she come?!" I was almost yelling

"Really Can? Really?" She was getting upset. "YOU KICKED HER OUT!" she yelled. "YOU TOLD HER TO LEAVE YOU ALONE!"

"I'm a fucking idiot!" I got up and started to punch the punching bag. of course your a fucking idiot! You drove away the woman you love! You destroyed nazli's life, bulut's life, the baby's life, and now Sanme's. "Ahh!" I cry in pain putting my hands on the left side of my chest. What's that pain, I can barely breath, and I dropped to my knees.

"Can." I hear annem almost screaming in worriness. "CAN! WHAT'S WRONG!" I felt her hands on my shoulders trying to lift me up.

"Annem, help!" I whispered in pain, while my vision turned white and felt my body drop.

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Mihriban's POV

"Can! Can!" I yelled as I saw him passed out on the floor. "Can! Open your eyes! Son, please open your eyes." I kept wiping my tears. "SANEM!" I yelled, "Sanem! She can help me." and reached my pocket, grabbed my phone and called her.

"Hello teyze,"

"Sanem!" I was crying

"What's wrong?" she sounded calm.

Sanem's POV

"Sanem. He's passed out. He doesn't talk, he's asleep. He..."

"Who?" was all I could say, I hope it's not Can.