Heart Rate Pt. 2 ( ✅ #9 EDITING) (3/2020 - 9/11/20)

🌺 (12) Decisions

Previously:

As both Sanem and I are here at the edge of the pool, and looking at the sea that's in front of us, I can see something is bothering her.

"Sanem?" I softly said turning my body towards her.

"Yeah?" she turned to face me.

"What are you thinking?" She frowned. "Do you really think I'm not going to notice?" I softly told her, and she gave me a soft smile. "Are you having second thoughts?" I asked her as I looked deep in her eyes. No she's not having second thoughts, but something is bothering her.

"No." She didn't sound convinced. "Sanem, what is going on? Talk to me. Please talk to me. Last night, you and I made a commitment, and that commitment has a lot to do with conversation." She just looked at me, and then turned around and looked at the ocean. Then she hanged her head and twisted her lips from side to side. "Sanem." and she looked at me, "I'm not having second thoughts, I just don't know how you feel?" And I frown. What is she talking about? "This is going to be your second marriage. Can your wife was my best friend, and she died over a year ago. I just want to make sure that's what you want, that you aren't doing it because your ..."

"Sanem, don't even finish what you're about to say. I have told you many times, how much I hated myself for feeling what I felt for you." she nodded. "I understand your concern, but I am not thinking of this in any other way. I want you with me. I want to be with you for as long as I have, and ..." And she placed her hand over my mouth shutting me up.

"Don't you even dare! You're not going to die because I won't let you. Do you understand? I won't let you." She demanded and I kissed her, eating her out, filling up my lungs with her breath.

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March 10, 2019

Mihriban's POV Istanbul

"Ohh, I almost forgot to tell you something." She was excited, "Guess, who went on a vacations?" I looked at Mevkibe with a blank sight, then it hit me and I widen my eyes in surprise. "Your kidding?"

"Nope." she had a huge smile on.

"Sanem went on a vacation?" I raised my eyebrows in wonder. "The woman that says she doesn't need vacations, is now on vacations?" and she nodded, taking a sip of her wine.

"I'm as surprised as you." and we both laughed. "Wow! That's great! She needs it." she nodded. "So, I am guessing she's home resting, enjoying her vacations, and studying to be a better doctor; like she always likes to say." And she nodded no. "No?" I was even more surprised and almost choked on my glass of wine.

"Nope."

"Wow, that's even more surprising." And she nodded in agreement. "So, where is she?"

"I don't know."

"You don't know?"

"Nope. She just said she wanted to be in a calm place, and she had found it.That it was a breathtaking place, there was a lot of peace, and she was having the best time of her life, and she wouldn't change it for the world. She also said she'll be back today."

"Today?" She nodded, and I smiled. "Well, I think I know where she is at, and not just that, but with Who.' and she frowned. "Well, listen to this." and I calmly took a sip of my drink. "On Wednesday Can called saying he had to leave the country. He was going on a business trip to Colombia, and he would be back today."

"Business trip?" She was confused "To Colombia?" She was even more confused "What the heck is he going to do over there? Plus he's delicate. Sanem said he shouldn't be flying."