Play pretend, our favorite thing...
Holding hands came so naturally. I still love how it was never even questioned. It was just our own habits.
My insecure closeted self grew wings in those moments. I felt so powerful in your grip.
Powerful yet so vulnerable to your scent.
Funny how feelings make you so weak in the knees sometimes. It even makes you forget your surroundings.
"Living in the moment" as they say But in those times : your moment is them.
Wrapping my arms around your reassuring body as you leaned on my chest : It felt like having the world in my hands. Burying my nose on the top of your head just to breathe in your calming soft scent. Crawling up your sides to reach under your warm skin. Digging my nails into your waist to see how real it feels. Realizing how lucky I am for having you in my every day.
You trust as you let me touch you where no one else does. Biting to have a taste but you didn't mind.
I can't sit next to your silhouette without wanting to have it all to me. The fact that we called each other our wife didn't help. The little ring emoji I put next to your contact name as you did for mine. Playing pretend not without the thrill of wanting it to be real.
Though it did feel real : all the hand holding in the school hallways, passing by the looks of people thinking we're together made me so happy. There is no other happiness like it.
Making me gasp in surprise every time you pulled me by my waist that fit your fingers perfectly in the dark corridors. No words needed to be exchanged. It was just you and me.
We were unbreakable.
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Unrequited.
RomanceI'm sorry, I fell in too deep. It was all so bright, I should've known it was too beautiful to be real. It's over now though, you don't have to worry about me anymore. To the one and only person I fell in love with.