SIN{Punk Romeo & Juliet Harry Styles}

Ch.25

Songs

Let me win - James Arthur

Fire meet gasoline -Sia

Me and my broken heart -Rixton

Wrecking ball -James Arthur

Harry's Pov

 ''Because I want you'', I answered her , my voice was trembling like I was a fucking teenager. Her big eyes lowered, staring the floor but I knew she did that simply cause she was so damn scared that if she kept on looking at me she would do something that sooner or later she would regret. I knew that if she wasn't the person she was, a maniac trying to make everything right and if I wasn't the person I was, a troublemaker , yet a boy craving love things would be different. But things weren't different and we were both crazy in our own way, day and night, October and April...

She was nothing like the girls I've met so far. Yes she was beautiful even though I would never admit it to her. She loved poetry and classic literature so I could guess she was expecting her whole damn life that one day she would meet the perfect, British gentleman, something that would never happen cause no one and I mean no one is fucking perfect. She loved reading in general and she wasn't used to alcohol and she had those eyes...Jesus she had those eyes and every single time she was looking at you it was as she was able to see your soul, your fears, your needs. She never, even once looked at me meanly, she never made me feel like I was just a mistake. The boy that should have died that morning instead of  James. She didn't judge me when she had every right and even though she tried sometimes to act cold she just couldn't. People like her, people like Annabel weren't meant to walk down here, around fucked up people like me but if it's true that God has a plan , if it's true that nothing is coincidences , if it's true that there are some people meant to save other then Ann was exactly that person. The one He send to help me, save me or drug me to Hell.

''Ann?'' Zayn's voice said loudly as he started knocking the door. She turned around, puting her book down. ''Are you in? Ann? Harry?''

''I got him'', I replied breathing out. It was finally time to get out of here. ''Zayn.''

He pushed me back into the room, closing the door behind him ''Are you okay buddy?'' His hands cupped my face nervously ''Are you okay?"

''Calm down'', I laughed softly ''I'm fine now, Annabel helped a lot.'' His head lifted and his hazel eyes travelled into the room to spot her. When I saw a shyly smile forming on his lips I knew he found her. ''We can't stay here.''

''I know'' he caught looking back at me ''I put some of our clothes in a bag , our papers and some money you had in your locker. I have no idea if you need anything else but...''

''My necklace?''I asked biting my lip. ''That was the only thing I had from him, the last thing he gave me just three hours before the Payne kill him.

''Which necklace?''

I made a turn, grabbing the bag I took from my house with some clothes; it was dirty and still wet but I couldn't care less. I had to take that necklace before my father or anyone from his security come here searching for me. Saying nothing to Ann, that was staring us confused, I walked fast out of the room avoiding his yells.

''Harry?'' Her voice said loudly, with a desperate tone ''Zayn what is going on? Why he was hurt?''

I run to my room breathing heavily. I had a few minutes and absolutely no idea where I put it the last time I wore it. Being the crazy guy I was I had hide it somewhere so there wouldn't be a chance to lose it and right now my mind couldn't think properly and recall where that fucking place was. I pushed the books away on the wooden desk, making some of them to fall on the floor. ''Damn it!'' I murmured opening harshly the small lockers above. Nowhere it was nowhere to find.

''Harry are you ready yet?''

''One more minute!''

''We don't have another fucking minute!We need to go now; if your father come they will block the parking and the hallway. We have to go now!''

''I can't'' , my hands shaking were moving things in a last attempt to find the small box with the cross necklace but it was pointless ''I can't leave without it.''

''We'll come back for it buddy I promise but now...''

''Harry!''I stopped for a second closing my eyes as she walked in ''Harry please stop.''

''Go away Annabel '' I replied cold tone. She couldn't stay here when my father was about to come. She couldn't get into troubles because of me.

''What is going on?"

''Ann is better for you to return to your room.''

''No!''She answered Zayn serious tone ''I am not leaving before you both tell me what the hell is going on! Why he came to my room, bleeding, bullshitting me that he fell with the motorbike and why you came now, holding a bag full of clothes. Where are you taking him? Why you are taking him away?''

''Fuck!''I hit my hand on the desk feeling the blood running fast through my veins. ''He is not taking me anywhere! I am leaving because I want it!''

''Why?" She bit her lips; eyebrows furrowed, shallowing hard. ''Why you have to leave now?''

''It's not the right time for that talk Ann.'' Zayn put his arm around her shoulder ''We can't explain you but it's for the best. Harry can't stay here anymore at least at this point.''

''And what about your classes?"She turned again to me, staring me afraid with her blue eyes darker, cloudy asking me silently why I was doing that, why I was running away from her again and at that point I wish I'd never met the bastard known as destiny. I wished I wasn't his son, his child, a Styles. ''What about me?''

''Jesus!''Zayn rolled his eyes picking up from the floor the bag. He raised his hand waving it to me ''You got one more fucking minute to clean things out. You hear me? One fucking minute!''

I opened my mouth to answer him but I regret it immediately. I had one more minute and I had to explain her my whole damn life and the reasons why I was acting the way I did. Impossible.

''I don't understand'' she murmured confused as hell ''Where have you been all these days and why you have to leave again?''

I took her hands into mine holding them tightly ''I wish I could tell you but I can't and maybe it's better that way. You don't have to get involved to this Ann, you wouldn't understand anyway.''

''It's a little bit late to keep me out now; don't you think?''

''Do you trust me?''

''What?"

''Do you trust me?'' She nodded yes unsure ''Good, that makes both of you'' I smirked softly as Zayn was probably the only human being alive that would believe and trust my words ''Then trust me when I'm saying to you that I'll come back. Trust me when I'm saying that I'll try to explain you soon. Trust me when I'm saying that I am more attracted to you than I should. Trust me Annabel.'' She shut her eyes, making the tears that were trapped into her eyes fall down her cheeks. Raising my thump, I slowly wiped them away ''I'll come back...''