Broken Arrow -Pixie Lott
Falling for you -The 1975
So far- The 1975
She will be loved -Maroon 5
Anna's Pov
''Harry?'' his name escaped low as a low whisper my red lips ''Why you are not here? You promised...'' He really promised to come back to me, to tell me the truth, to help me understand him and his messed up mind but he never promised he would take care of me. He didn't promise me flowers or long texts; he didn't promise to be here for me when I am fucking up with my life. Damn he was not even that type of guy; he wasn't even mine.
With numb legs I stood up, picking the bloody towel into my hands, staring the red colour that was ruining the beautiful yellow printed flowers. Funny how sometimes red is not a happy colour; funny how it brings pain and fear on your memory and not the sky after sun is going down or roses. Taking a deep breath I put the fabric onto my desk, covering it with some of my books, so El wouldn't notice it and I turned back to the drawer. I had to get ready.
''Are you done yet?''Niall asked smiling shyly as I opened the door. Turning my back to him, so I would lock I caught with the corner of my eye a familiar figure doing the exact same thing a few meters away. Raising softly my head so Niall wouldn't notice I saw clearly Zayn turning the old, metallic key into their's door locker. What he was doing here? He left cause as he told me he and Harry were into some kind of troubles. That didn't make any sense.''C'mon Annabel!''Niall cried out like a little kid making Zayn turned towards us .''You'll be late. No one is going to break into your room let's go!''
''Yeah'', I smiled trying my best to act cool as I threw they key into my bag. Niall's arm soon found it's way to my body, wrapping around my waist holding me closer to him. I could feel Zayn's eyes staring us even though he was beside me, they were burning my skin, somehow it was too much, more than I could take.
''Do you know how much I care about you?'' His pink lips asked taking me off surprise, his eyebrows furrowed as he was thinking something way important ''Have you got the slightest idea how long I was waiting for you to be ready to date me? I can't even remember a fucking day that I didn't imagine your lips against mine, your eyes staring me like I was what you always wanted.'' I always knew it, that is why it was killing me the fact that I couldn't love him back.
''I know'', was the only thing I said, thinking that it was the best answer I was able to give him right now. Sure not what he was craving to hear but still...
''No,''he lowered his head, pushing the glass door that was leading to the classes. ''You can't possible understand Annabel Payne and I can't show you cause I'm too pathetically blinded from my feelings that I can't even think straight. That's why I lost control before and hit you, that's why I need to keep that prick away from you, that's why I am doing always what Liam is asking me.'' He stopped smirking sad tone ''I'm trying to make you see with the wrong ways and I really fuck up every single time and...''Zayn's shoulder brushed with his as he walked next to him fast. Did he listen the whole conversation?
I entered the big room, pushing with all my strength the heavy wooden door. The most of the chairs were taken from students that came earlier so I didn't have to chose really where to sit. I let my gaze to travel into the place for a while when I spotted three empty chairs in the back of the class. I walked there taking my bag off my shoulder and sat down letting a deep breath come out. Chemistry class was not my best not only cause I didn't like the subject but mostly because I was all alone in a room full of strangers.
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