SIN{Punk Romeo & Juliet Harry Styles}

Ch.37

So cold -Ben Cocks

Crazy in love -50 Shades of Grey

Pray - Kodaline

Elastic Heart -Sia

Trouble -Coldplay

Anna's Pov

I dugged my nails deep into my throat trying to chock the words, trying to shut myself, trying my hardest to keep the screams from escaping my lips, saying desperately how hard and hopelessly I had fallen for him.

''Honey are you okay?''El's voice asked walking fast towards me. My back was turned to her, my knees still onto the floor but I could feel her agony, the way her caramel eyes were looking my sad figure. I must have been a pathetic, terrible view. ''Honey'' her arms wrapped around my shoulders from behind as she pulled me onto her chest. I tried to resist her touch;I knew I would hurt. I was in pain almost every time someone was touching me; every time someone else hands were brushing against my body;every time that somebody wasn't  he.

''I want to stay alone.''I murmured lowly frowning.

''What happened?'' she asked again avoiding my request and I shut my eyes, bringing back in my memory the way he grabbed my chin, holding my face close to his. The way his green eyes turned to a darker color, the way his mouth opened speaking harshly how much he hated me. It was like I was watching through someone else's eyes. Like somehow I was out of my body, watching down a tall, brown haired guy covered in black ink telling a foolish, pale girl she is nothing special. Nothing he could ever love or care about. I remembered the way his pink, lips moved; I though he would crash them against mine,kissing me like only he knew but he didn't.Not this time.

''Ann?''Zayn called me nervous as he knocked on the door ''May I walk in?''

''No, go away!''

''Yeah come in''I ignored El talking to him. Maybe it wasn't wise for me keep having him around but he was the only person that knew Harry, the only one that could probably explain me what was going on into his mind. I couldn't have Harry but having his best friend so close was somehow the same thing. ''What the hell is going on?''

''You tell us!''El snapped angry tone ''What is wrong with your friend anyway?''

Zayn walked closer. I heard his steps stopping right in front of me. Shyly his cold hand lifted touching my face just as he did before, when Harry saw us and started throwing his insults against us. ''Ann love''his voice was low, sad full of pity. He was pitying me and I hated it. ''Are you okay?Why he was yelling? What did you say to him?''

''I said nothing''I finally opened my eyes staring into his. Hot, melted chocolate eyes were looking me confused ''He didn't even give me the time to explain him. You saw how mad he was even before you walked out with Chris. He was out of control!''

''Why?''El asked unwrapping her hands from me ''You did nothing wrong!''

''Can you stay quite for two minutes so she'll tell us what exactly happened here?''Zayn bit his lips ''We're all damn confused and you're not helping  making questions all the time.''

''I just wanna know what...''

''Yeah so do I so I will go back home and beat the shit out of him''he cut her forcing a smile''Let her talk okay?''She nodded yes and sat down next to me.