SIN{Punk Romeo & Juliet Harry Styles}

Ch.33

You ruin me -The Veronicas

Meet me in my dreams

Suicide - James Arthur

High hopes -Kodaline

Midnight -Kodaline

Dark paradise -Lane Del Ray

Anna's Pov

 ''I'll fill your cup.'' I smiled to Niall standing up from the brown leather couch we were all sitting. He waved me okay and took a new cigarette out of his pocket bringing it to his pink lips. I stood there for a few seconds staring him. The way his skinny fingers wrapped around it, the way his eyebrows furrowed when he brought it to his mouth like he was thinking something extremely important, the way he breathed out when he finally light it up.

He was beautiful. In his own, weird way;behind the back ink that was covering his white skin and the dirty blonde hair he was beautiful. His blue eyes, a little red lifted looking straight at me confused.

''Baby is everything all right?''His voice hoarse, asked low tone.

I shook my head ''Everything is fine''.

He pushed the guy that was sitting next to him and stood up walking towards me. He threw the cigarette down the floor smirking sadly ''Come back to me soon alright?''I was just going five steps away to the bar; he didn't have to worry.

''I will''I reply pressing softly my lips against his hot cheek.Before he was able to kiss me back or make any move I pulled away walking to the opposite direction. The room Lou brought us wasn't crowded at all. I could only see some guys playing cards and some girls giggling noisily next to them holding their drinks and I guess it was a nice thing. We were almost alone, away from the drunk college guys and their drama, having...well..fun? I was having a good time right?

My body kept on moving mechanically. Where Harry was? How he was feeling after what happened? He really meant what he said? I did the right thing? If yes why I couldn't stop thinking the way his eyes stared me cold when I told him I had to leave?Why I couldn't forget his threats and the harsh words he spoke? I deserve them. I really did.

''Harry?''My voice escaped my lips before I was even able to realize it. He couldn't be him. ''Harry? Is that you?''I froze in place watching a familiar tall guy dressed in black, with messy, brown hair holding close a girl. He wouldn't do that. No, after what he said only an hour ago.

Slowly he turned around and faced me. His expression was numb, his eyes cold, emotionless. ''Didn't I tell you not to call my name again?''He asked harshly pulling the dark haired girl closer onto him, if there was a closer.

''Harry!''the girl into his arms laughed lowly ''You're rude.''

''Am I ?''He questioned narrowing his eyes into mine ,confident about himself, feeling powerful as always. He really fooled me. He really made me believe him and his sweet talk  and here he was after sixty minutes holding tight onto him a girl with bare legs and big boobs, talking me like I am a stranger. Maybe I was. Maybe after all , all I've ever been to him was just a stranger.

''Yeah you are!''She said again, drunk voice. I shook my head, smirking irony tone and started to walk away from them but I didn't make it far away before two strong arms stopped me.

''I meant it when I said I don't wanna hear my name from your lips again.''

I pulled my arm back, biting my lips violently. ''Don't touch me!''He laughed sending chills down my whole body. ''I said don't touch me!''

''Harry babe what is...''

''Shut up!''He yelled her angry. Babe. Babe?

''You really are something else!You lectured me about having a boyfriend while you were dating with that..''I stopped looking up and down the girl. She was pretty I guess, long hair, skinny body, nice legs but that was all. I could imagine that her only concern was what she would put on for a party or how many make up she would use to impress that boy. She was pretty but empty and he deserved her. That was all he deserved ''With that girl!''

His hand fell down suddenly setting me free. ''What the fuck?Who told you I am dating her?''I opened my lips to reply but he cut me ''I don't fucking date I thought you remember that. Maybe I wasn't feeling good enough earlier and maybe just maybe I almost made the biggest mistake ever by telling a stupid, little stubborn blonde girl that I wanted her to be mine.''I took a deep breath wrapping my arms around my body ''And maybe I was lucky cause she pushed me away and run back to her shitty boyfriend cause she is actually so coward to accept the fact that she really wants me back!''The veins on his neck were popping out, his face was a light red.

''Well then that stupid, little girl is happy to hear that she didn't drug you to Hell with her!''I yelled back, feeling no fear at all. I don't know how I found the strength to answer to his nasty comments but I did. ''And maybe she is more happy and satisfied cause she saved herself form a cold hearted, liar bastard that has no idea how to keep his hands for himself!Maybe she deserves more than a ''I kissed you cause I was feeling bad for what happened to the bar'' guy! Maybe she wants that boy away and maybe just maybe,''I copied his voice ''She is better without him!''

''Fuck you!''he said with an extremely low voice; something that took me of surprise. I licked slowly my lips, trying hard to keep myself for saying more mostly cause I knew I would regret it almost immediately. His eyes were still looking straight into mine and it was like a million little razors were cutting down my skin.If pain after all had a sound it would definitely be his green eyes staring me empty. But why? Why he was in pain?

''I am sorry''I replied calmer;regrets were already drawing me. Did I take it too far? ''I didn't mean to...''

Harry made a step closer and I one back trying to escape him in vain. He didn't touch me or grab my hands as before prison me. He just stopped a few inches away from me enough to torture my body but not to stop his hot breath hit on my lips. ''I hate you''he breathed the words out so calmly and peacefully but yet they hit on me like bullets. I never thought that words that came so beautifully out could hurt that much. ''And I think is necessary for you to know that I never, meant what I told you before.''

''What?''I pushed some hair away from my face.

He smiled proudly ''You really thought that it would be ever possible for me to fall for a girl like you?''

''You just told me minutes ago that...''

He waved his hand in the air cutting me ''Words, words, words Annabel. When you'll learn that I am really good in this game?''

''You're saying this because I choose him'' I added trying to sound confident but I am sure didn't work ''I remember the way you were looking me. You meant them.''

''No,''his lips curved ''But it was really entertaining watching you coming back to me every single time I was calling your name. So lost, so naive, so innocent.'' Before I could realize it my hands hit hard against his chest. Forming two small balls, my palms, hit again and again his body trying to push him away, push away the pain he was giving me, but he didn't move. I lifted my hand again ready to try once more and only then, when I saw the look in his eyes understood how stupid I was acting. How foolish, how childish.

''Why are you doing this to me?''I asked him holding back the tears. I didn't want to cry in front of him, I wouldn't give him the satisfaction.

''I'm doing nothing. I'm just honest with you.''

''Honest?''My eyebrows furrowed. ''Who is the real you after all?The guy that talks mean and harsh or the guy who is taking me to his favorite bar comforting me into his arms after a bad day? You're the boy that kissed me for fun or the boy that looked me straight into the eyes and promised me he would come back to me? Who are you?''

Harry opened his lips to answer but he shut them immediately. He had nothing left to say .He have said enough.