𝖍𝖆𝖕𝖕𝖎𝖓𝖊𝖘𝖘 || choi san

letter h

dear choi san,

hey. my sunshine :) i saw you smiling the whole day, and it made my heart feel warm. i actually didn't have a great day today, my best friend wanted to break our friendship off, it made me feel heavy, i think i did something wrong.

eventually i felt a little better, even tho i ended up making several wet patches all over my pillow (stupid me it was my favorite,,) i still had slight hopes to keep a little smile on my face for you. that's the power you have, san hehe.

you make me feel happy in my dark days, and i'll forever appreciate you for that. i wish for you to feel the similar kind of ecstasy you give me, because you totally deserve it.

our maths teacher was so proud of you today, you got the highest marks in the test! i'm proud of you, i bet your parents are happy for you too, they have the most special son ever, someone who could make anyone smile. so special!!

i hope today was a happy day for you, sweets. you deserve happy days, and less of sad days. i hope the skies above always shines you off, or you find someone who'd make you smile a million miles. oh, san, i want you happy for the longest time, cutie :)

i'm being seriously cringey today, what's wrong with me? i'm embarrassed to have written this whole thing but it's done now, i just hope you don't find me obsessive or creepy :')

this is longer than my other letters, which is shocking so i'll stop here. i really like you hehe, and smile always, my sunshine <3.

- R.