my hero academia oneshots

denki x reader: sad

(An this is denkis suicide letter to you.If this triggers you please don't read. Put your mental health first, please)

'Dear yn,
You stood by me through a lot and you always reminded me you would love me no matter what and just know a love you to and I wish I could have stuck by you but this is something I had to do. I wasn't happy, I really wasn't no matter how happy I acted. I tried I really did but I couldn't. My dad's dead and my mum hates me. Everyone but you thinks I'm a freak, an idiot. No one takes me serious but you, No one loves me but you and no one helped me but you so your the only one with a personal letter. Cool right. You all ways listened and tried to understand, you didn't judge, you didn't laugh, you just listen and smiled softly and gave me advise and your phone number. You know that was the first time I ever got a girls phone number. You always answered even if it was midnight and even if it was something stupid. You were the only one who understood my anxiety and depression, the only one who knew how to calm me down and the only one who cared. My friends were fake, my smile was fake, my happiness was fake, my whole life was fake, everything was fake except you and my love for you but I never got to confess so I guess here it is now. I love you like love love. You were everything I ever wanted and everything I ever needed or would ever need. I love you and I always will. People say you can't love someone until you love yourself but that's not true because I never loved my self but I loved you like I was supposed to love my self and I know you probably don't feel the same or never did because your so amazing and clever and bright and loved. I guess I was always jealous of your family.Your dad was alive and your mum loved you and your brothers appreciated you and looked up to and loved you. I never had that but that's what I had you for you were and still are my family and all the family I ever needed and wanted. So thank you and I love you I hope you love me to but it's ok if you don't,
From denki'

No, no this can't be happening he can't be gone. I can't take it. Why, why did he leave me

It's been a week since Denki committed suicide and his funeral is tomorrow, I planned it. Right now I'm on my way to our cave in the woods, the only place that felt like home, not because of were it was or things placed in side of it but because of who I shared it with.

"Denki if you can hear me I love you, I love you. I all ways have and I always will and I hope someday I will finally get to be with you and we will have the happy ending we deserve, the happy ending you deserve"