deku x reader. sad

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(An Deku's suicide note. Trigger warning please don't read if it will trigger you. Your health is more important.)

'dear yn
I broke my promise and I'm sorry for that. I left. I ended it.I took my life.I left you all alone in this horrible world but I don't want you to join me any time soon. It's selfish I know but I want you to move on and to be happy without me but I don't want you to ever forget me and I know it's a lot to ask but I want you to be happy because I love you so I'm letting you go and I need you to let me go. Just let go of me, of the pain, the memories but don't forget my face or my love for you just let go be with someone new. I know I looked happy and ok but I'm not. I took kachans advice and I jumped. I ended it. I left. I gave everyone what they wanted, everyone but you. You are the only one left unhappy. The only one who wanted me alive. The only one who cared. The only one who loved me. And for that I thank you, you made my time here better and bearable and I'm sorry I had to go but just know I never wanted to hurt you, I just wanted the pain and the voices and the bullying to go away so I took the cowards way out and I jumped so I thought it was time everyone heard my story so make sure your comfortable because this letter may be long. When I was younger my dad died and my mam blamed it on me so i would come home and get beat and raped and screamed at .I was to scared to tell anyone because I believed it was my fault but now I know it wasn't there was nothing wrong with me she was just a lonely and fucked and needed someone to blame so now I'm gone I don't have to deal with her.now the bullying so it started when I was four I was deemed quirkless so I was bullied mainly by kachan and his friend. It started with insults then a slap or two and then the beats and he even raped me once then he just left me in that alleyway cold and naked and sore and scared but I forgave him, God I always forgave him and he just continued to hurt he but I forgive him and always did and I hope you do, forgive him that is.He hurt me, God he hurt me alot. Everyone did, everyone but you. You loved me and you listened and you stood up for me and you listened and I thank you for that and for loving me and caring when no one else would. So this is my formal goodbye to you. Take care of you self and don't go down the same road I did but, cherish your loved ones because one day they may not be there anymore.
Love Izuku midoriya aka your Angel'

*you get up out of your dorm room and head you the common room *

"Katsuki bakugou where the fuck are you?"
* he looks up and sees you, you have a red face and tears running from your eyes. You were quite clearly angry.*
"What extra?"
* he would never admit it but he was terrified*
"Here in my hand lays Izuku midoriyas suicide note and In here he states you bullied him and even went as far as to rape him so I suggest you inform your mother that you are in need of a lawyer because I'm taking you to court along with his mother so be prepared bitch because I won't stop until you pay for taking my angel away."

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