Forbidden Love

Chapter 17

Wugga ❤️

Cry and eat that's all I've been able to do for the past 2 weeks . I'm back in school and Tyson tries to comfort me but  I just want Kash , but he hurt me down to my heart and I can't forgive that . I was sitting in the lunchroom , and Tyson was rubbing my belly .

" I hope it's a boy " he said and I smiled as I scooped some rice into my mouth .

" I hope so too " I said and my mind drifted back to Kash and I felt myself about to cry but I shook my head and pulled my phone out .

" So have you talked to the doctor about the blood clot " he asked and I sighed .

" Yes he's saying they're getting bigger but my baby is fighting " I said and he nodded .

" It's going to be okay , just keep praying babygirl " He said .

" I know me and my baby are going to keep fighting " I said and he nodded .

School went by fast and before I knew it I was on my way home , and while driving home I seen my mom laying on a park bench . The demon in me wanted to make all this water on the road splash her but I stopped and got out .

" Mom " I said and her head shot to mine and it instantly turned into a screaming match .

" YOU STOLE EVERYTHING MY HUSBAND, MY LIFE AND MY BOYFRIEND " she yelled and I sighed and just realized the only way this is going to get better is If I apologize.

" Listen mom I never meant to take anything from you , I love you mom and I want to get you the help you need " I said and she sighed . We were quiet before she charged towards me with a knife . I kicked her down and grabbed the knife .

" You are fucking crazy , you need help ma you been out here doing different drugs and shit I'm holding you down here to the police get here and you're getting help ." I said I pulled my phone out and called the police , and when they got here I just told them to stick her in a mental hospital because this is unhealthy as fuck .

I was driving again and I just couldn't even feel bad she needs this . I know she feels like I came into her house and just took Kash from her , but I feel like it took 2 not just me . My dad hates me , my mom is crazy , I might loose my baby , and my child's father cheated on me . I parked in my parking space and got out just honestly wanted to sleep . I seen another car pull up and I rolled my eyes at who it was . He got out and I was unlocking my door and I didn't wanna hear.

" Man Jhené wait " He said and I didn't even hesitate to stop I pushed the door open but he grabbed my arm .

" What Jared and make it quick I'm tired and I don't feel like being bothered " I said and he looked at surprised .

" I just wanna talk about the other night man I fucked up bad " he said and I just rolled my eyes .

" Listen we have a doctors appointment tomorrow at 3 , be there or miss out " I said and closed the door in his face .

I took a deep breath and walked to the kitchen because I was hungry . I grabbed some eggs out of the fridge , I've been craving eggs since I found out I was pregnant. I rubbed my belly , that's the only thing that could keep me level headed right now . I cooked the eggs and went up to my room , to eat them because my feet were killing me . I put my stuff on my counter and sat on the bed and sighed as I slowly started to eat my eggs .  I looked down and I had a text from the girl I used to work with .

Meg 💕: hey girl ! Me and my boyfriend are getting married next month and I need someone to help me go cake testing are you down .

Me : of course ! Just send me the address.