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Class 1-A x depressed!teen!reader

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(You're about 13-15 years old and you're in class 1-A)

WARNINGS: THIS HAS MENTIONS OF SELF HARM, BLOOD AND DEPRESSION/ANXIETY. IF ANY OF THESE ARE TRIGGERS PLEASE SKIP!! And also, if any of you are going through depression, please get help. You're amazing and beautiful/handsome, and even though it feels like you're alone and no one loves you, never forget that I love you and you've got friends and family that love you. <3

It was a normal day at U.A. and everyone was going through their day, well, normally. Everyone except you. You woke up feeling like crap, which was normal for you. You have been diagnosed with depression for about 3 years. You also have anxiety, PTSD, trauma and the list goes on. When you were younger you were abused by your parents and you were able to escape from them. But, even though you escaped from them, your anxiety and trauma doesn't leave you alone. Throughout the day your thoughts aren't as bad. It sounds like a tap noise. But, at night it gets faster and won't leave you alone. You're currently at hero training with Mr. Aizawa and the others. You had to do some weird excersize. You didn't know, you weren't paying attention. 'Tap.........Tap......Tap..........Tap........Ta-' "(Y/N), you're up." Aizawa says bluntly. You shake your head and nod, shakily walking up to do the excersize. You take a deep breath before activating your quirk. You had a luminescent quirk and a power quirk. Luminescent is when you produce light off of your skin, but if you use it for too long you'll become temporarily blind. As for the power it allows you to power up any part of your body and give you either strength, jump boost or you could heal a wound, no matter how deep. But, it would normally leave some scars. You were kinda grateful for the scars that your quirk would heal because the scars that you gave yourself would easily blend in with the others, allowing you to say that you got them from a villain or something, when in reality you were the one giving yourself those extra scars. After you finished the assignment your anxiety flared for no reason. You don't know why, it just sorta came up. 'Tap...Tap...Tap...Tap...Tap...Tap...Tap..." The tapping noises became faster and faster, as your anxiety became worse. Your breathing became heavy and your eyes became teary. You were able to gain attention of some of your classmates. Iida was one of them. He walked over to you and placed a hand on your shoulder. "(Y/N), are you alright?" he asks. You were breathing so heavily and the question that Iida asked made everyone look at you. You began to shake and back away from the class. "(Y/N)?" Uraraka asks. You couldn't take it. You ran off as far as both of your legs could take you. The class looked at their teacher, dumbfounded. "We should go get her." Deku suggests. "I'll check the bathrooms with Uraraka." Momo says. "I'll check the gym." Denki and Sero say in unison. "I'll check the dorms." Aizawa says. "I'll see if she's still outside somewhere." Jiro says. The class splits up into groups and go to look for you. You are currently in the bathroom that was in your dorm. You were sobbing, as your past came to you.

"Oh come on (Y/N) why aren't you like your older brother." "She's so ugly "Hey look! Its (Y/N) the loser!! Haha!!" "She's so pathetic!!"

Tears flowed out of your eyes and dampened your face and shirt. [Trigger Warning] You got out a blade from the cabinet, you rolled up your sleeve and cut 4 deep wounds into your arm. Blood seeped out of it and dripped to your pants. You began to choke on sobs as you continued. There was a burning pain coming from your arm, but it it didnt amount to the pain you felt every day. "Would they care?" You mentally ask yourself. You then hear a knocking at your door. "(Y/N) are you in there?" It was Aizawa. You panicked. You grab a long bandage and wrap it around your arm. You then roll down the sleeve of your training uniform and wash your face with water. You exit the bathroom and clear your throat. "U-uh y-yeah Mr. A-Aizawa." You shakily respond. "Can I come in?" Your eyes widened. If you said 'no' he'd become suspicious. "U-uhm y-yeah." You say, unlocking the door. Aizawa wasn't the only person there though. Bakugo, Iida, Deku and Aoyama was there as well. When the door opened it revealed a very, upset you. "What was that about?" Iida asks. "I um I actually don't k-know." You mumble, looking down at your shaky hands. "Do you have family we can contact? Maybe we could give you a few days off with the-" "NO! I mean not no, I do have a family, b-but I uhh we um don't get on good terms with each other." You mumble cutting him off. Aizawa gives you a questioning look. "Well then, don't come to classes for the next few days. I'll excuse you." He says. You nod. "B-but um (Y/N) if you um need anything from us, ne-never forget, we're here for you." Deku says, placing a hand on your shoulder. You smile a bit and nod again. Aizawa leaves and so does the other students. You close your door and lock it. You turn around and press your back against the door. You slide down as your tears reappear. [TimeSkip] You got the rest of the week off, with no work. But, since you had nothing to distract you, the tap noise was bothering you more than it actually does. You're lying down on your bed, tears flowing out the corners of your eyes. You didnt mind them, after all you were too busy with the noise. 'Tap...Tap...Tap...Tap...Tap...Tap...T-' There was a knock at your door. "Who is it?" You ask. "Its Uraraka, can I come in?" You hesitate. 'Maybe this noise will get slower if we talk.' You go to unlock the door and let her in. "You can um sit anywhere you'd like." You shyly say as you close the door. "I wanted to ask you something. About what happened a few days ago." She says. You gulp and shakily nod. 'Tap..Tap..Tap..Tap..Tap..Tap..Tap..Tap..Tap..Ta-'  "(Y/N)?" Uraraka asks, waving her hand infront of your face. "Uhm y-yeah?" You shakily ask. "Why did you freak out? Is it because you didnt like all the attention or something?" "Well I um.....uhh......well....um.....its hard to explain..." You say. "Well the entire class is starting to worry about you. Even Bakugo. So please, whatever is bothering you, just let us know or me or Mr. Aizawa, we can help." You look at your feet as tears welled up in your eyes. "No. You guys cant help me." You say. "You guys dont know the pain that I've been through. The irreversible pain and torment that I've experienced. You guys cant erase that from my mind." You say, your tone in voice getting louder with each word you spoke. "Noone can Ever, EVER erase the pain that I feel every single day. Noone will EVER be able to understand. Ever." You say. "Everyone would just be better without me. Way better. My parents wont have to deal with me anymore and they could just go and give more love to my older brother and forget I was born. They should've just aborted me when they had the chance. It would've saved alot of people from the pain of losing a loved one. But, then again, no one loves me." Uraraka was speechless. There were tears streaming down your pale cheeks. Your eyes were glossy and red, but at the same time, they were dull and without emotion. You reminded Uraraka of one of those black and white TV's. Without color. After a few moments of silence, you left the room without saying a word.