Daddyplier

Chapter 12 ~ Now I Can See Your Pain.. Im sorry.

"That was a good video. So much fun!" I said excitedly. I took off the bracelets. "Those are yours." He said. "Anytime you need to hide, you're good." Matt said.

I smiled. "Thanks." "No problem. And get my number from Mark. I want to know you as a person. Me and Mark, we are like best friends. I need to know you as well, since you now live with him." Matt said.

"And eventually... I want to figure you out." He said. I looked at him. I guess I scared him, because he had fear in his eyes. I looked at Mark. "No reason to be scared." I said. I walked up and hugged Matt.

"Thank you for caring." I said. He hugged back. We all sat, and I explained everything. I had Amanda, Matt's wife, crying. "And that's not even the worst of it. But that is why I did what I did to myself."

"There's more?" Mark asked. "Do you want me to tell you?" I asked. Mark, Matt, and Amanda all nodded, as if on Que. "Get in the car, we are going to Mark's." I said. "I know the people involved don't live around there."

Amanda stayed home, but me, Matt, and Mark went to the house. We went to my room. I shut and locked the door. I put a chair under the door nob to keep it shut.

"So it all traces back to when I was 12. I had this boyfriend... Named Ian. We were good for a while. He tried and tried to get close to me... And one day... He went too far. Got a little too close to me. He used me... In a bad way...

He... Um... Did some... Things to me... I was unwilling... So he forced them upon me. I tried to break it off with him... But he threatened to do it again. And... I couldn't. He became more and more abusive.

Then he moved. To L.A. I thought I was safe. I thought many things. But once again.. I was wrong. Again. And he's here... In L.A. that's why. When we went to Little Ceasers yesterday and I ran into him... I ACTED excited. "

"Oh. I have the perfect next cover for you, Hope." "Are you thinking what I am?" "Yes. Pain by Hollywood Undead. And I'm gonna sing with you."

There is a lot of stuff my parents did not know about me... But... I still love you... Mom, and Dad.