Daddyplier

Chapter 14 ~ One Million

"Hope, I'm not your biggest fan," Mark said. "I think your parents are." I actually felt comfortable talking about my parents to him. I mean, I knew they were both gone, but Mark was like a dad to me.

Plus we were alone again, so I was more comfortable. Matt left. "But Mark, you are like my dad. I feel like I can come to you for anything and everything. Just like my stepdad. Therefore, you are my biggest fan."

"Thanks, Hope." He said. "Yeah," I said. "And ya know what?" "What?" He asked. "I'm glad your here. I'm glad your in my life." We just continuously smiled at each other. "We should probably get to bed. Another big day tomorrow." Mark said. "It's always a big day for me." I said.

He smiled. We went to bed. I was watching t.v and answering fans on twitter. I just happened to look at my YouTube. It said one million subscribers. I ran down to the kitchen. "Aren't you supposed to be in bed?" I asked as I saw Mark in the living room. "Aren't you?" "Well I would have but guess who just hit 1 million subscribers?" I let a smile slip.

Mark smiled with me. He ran and hugged me. I was the happiest person at this point. I'm gonna make a vlog. That's why I went to the kitchen. I had in my "Princess Kenny" sweatshirt from South Park and plaid sweatpants with my hair natural but I didn't care.

One million was the best thing and the most important thing right now. I went and started my camera. "Hello everybody, its SnakeeSkinn here and welcome to a vlog. I just gotta say... Wow. We just hit one MILLION subscribers.

Um... I don't know how to thank you enough." I said. Mark was smiling at me in the background. "I'm just amazed at you fans. I can't even begin to express the emotion I have right now."

I fought a couple tears back. I knew my voice would crack if I tried to talk. "You know, since my parents died, you guys and Mark are all I have left. I don't even have my friends anymore.

I left my only friend, Evan. He's back at the orphanage. Evan, if your hearing this, I miss you. Text me. I've met some incredible people over the past couple of days. Like Matthias and his wife, met Marks family.

And don't take this the wrong way, but I miss my old life. I miss you, Loni, and Evan. I miss my parents. Mom and Dad. Don't get me wrong, I love this, but I wish I could also share this with my mom and dad.

I wish they could see this and be proud. They never thought I'd make it as a YouTube singer. They never really had faith in it. And the day my mom died, I found out she was pregnant."

I cried even more, except I let a tear or two fall. Mark was now behind me, but I could hear him. He was crying as well. He might be thinking about his dad.

"I really didn't want my vlog to turn into this. I wanted to be happy. I actually am. It may not seem as if I am, but I definitely am. And I can say, for once in my life, when I smile, its real.

Yes, I may have a dark past, I may have just lost my parents and my sibling, but you know, I'm happy. For once. And I hope my parents are happy. Okay, I will stop the rambling." I wiped the tears and cleared my voice.

"Thank you so much. Thank you for one MILLION subscribers. I love you all so much. Okay. Thank you so much for watching. Bye." I said waving. I shut off my camera. I cried and cried. It must have been for a long time. I had a massive headache.

Mark came and hugged me. "Hope... I'm so sorry.." He said. He just held me while I cried. "Okay, I gotta get to bed." I said. I went to walk to my room.

"Hey, Hope." Mark said stopping me in my tracks. "Yes?" I said. He pause for a second. "Goodnight." He said, starring from me and slowly looking to the ground. "Goodnight." I said back.

I went to my room. I posted the video, and went to bed. What I thought would be a peaceful sleep, but unfortunately, it was not.