This is whats makes us girls

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I was relaxing on my bed and look up at the door when I hear a scuffling at the door. I look up to the door and see a blonde girl struggling with a suitcase. I go over to her and grab the suitcase and help her pull it through the door way. We get it in the room but both of us fall on our asses and she giggles, "I'm sorry, I should've packed less." She says awkwardly with a giggle, "it's okay I'm y/n." I say to her with a small smile, "I'm Lizzy." She says standing up and straightening her skirt. The next few months we grew closer and made some friends. One night Lizzy and I were walking through the hallways of our boardinghouse and Lizzy got close to me, "You okay?" I ask her gently. She nods, "I miss you." She says bumping her arm against mine playfully causing me to blush and smile gently at her. "We're always together." I say with a giggle, "I know but... never alone anymore." She says with a frown. I sigh but nod knowing it's true, "We should spend more time together." I say to her looking over to her. She smiles and nods and we go back to our room, "Lizzy I have plans with my friends tonight I'm sorry..." I say to her as we got to our room. Her eyes look down sadly and she sighs opening the door, "it's okay, maybe we can hang tomorrow." She says with a sad smile. I take off my shirt and my pants and I feel Lizzy's eyes on me causing me to smirk. I bend down to grab my skirt and hear a little sound coming from Lizzy's side of the room. "Lizzy are you okay?" I ask her turning towards her. She nods, her face a bright red as I come over to her. "Are you sure?" I ask her gently concern laced in my tone. "I'm fine, you should go honey..." she says biting her lip. I nod and go back to my clothes pulling my skirt on and a fresh shirt. I smile at Lizzy, "I'll see you tonight." I say to her. She nods and smiles gently at me. When I get home later that night I hear Lizzy moaning through the door and I bite my lip worriedly, hope she's not having another nightmare. I open the door and my jaw drops as I see Lizzy in her tank top but her hand down her blue panties. I feel my face turn a dark shade of red and I start to leave when I bump into the door. "Y/n! Oh my god!" Lizzy says jumping under the covers, "I'm sorry-I-I thought you were having a nightmare-" "it's okay, it's fine really let's just not talk about it." Lizzy says turning away from me. I get changed and get into bed.
Lizzy was always quiet now and wrote a lot in her little note books and I some how knew that she wasn't writing down notes from class. Though she was quiet she never turned down a party, I've heard her come home late at night with some boys abs even sometimes some girls. I'd try my best not to listen knowing this was Lizzy's Private business so I didn't even say anything about it. One night I heard Lizzy get in She was crying and slurring some random shit. I go over to her and she looks up at me with her now crystal blue green eyes. I sit next to her and wipe her tears away remember her looking up at me, "Why are you so nice to me y/n? I'm just a stupid drunk." She says through her tears I shake my head and look up at her, "You're one of the nicest people I know, its not your fault your addicted, it's a disease Lizzy." She gives me a warm smile and it's then when I realize it's my favorite thing about her. I smile back and then go to get up, "y/n," Lizzy says taking my hand in hers and keeping me from leaving the bed, "what's wrong Lizzy?" I ask her looking at her. She looks at me hesitantly, "have you ever...done anything?" Lizzy asks me. I look at her confused, "like what?" "Has anyone touched you y/n? Have you ever touched anyone?" My face heats up at the question, "n-no..." I admit to her. Lizzy smirks, "do you want to?" "Lizzy I-" She cuts me off by placing her hand on my thigh running it up to my clit, "Lizzy, what are you doing?" I ask her my voice cracking as she began rubbing. She bites her lip as she pushes me down on the bed, "y/n, you're so beautiful." Lizzy says looking me over, "L-Lizzy, you're drunk stop." I say to her. She shakes her head and pulls down my shorts, "trust me." She says. I push her away and get up, "Lizzy no, this is wrong! I don't want you to do this." Lizzy looks at me and passes out. I run over to her and catch her. I get her in bed and cover her up after taking off her shoes. After she's all tucked in I go to bed myself. A few hours later I wake up to Lizzy throwing up in the bathroom. I go in and hold her hair back, "I'm sorry if I did anything stupid." She says to me. I nod, "it's okay." I say handing her a washcloth so she could wipe her mouth and she thanks me. After about an hour Lizzy's laying against me completely exhausted, "fuck y/n I'm so sorry you have to deal with me." Lizzy says looking up at me, "it's alright Lizzy..." I mumble stoking her hair, "I'm so tired..." Lizzy mumbles. I help her up and bring her to our room, "what happened last night?" Lizzy asks me, "you came back crying and I comforted you, I'm not sure what happened to you." I tell her. She nods a bit, "I'm sorry honey..." she says to me shaking her head, "I'll make it up to you." She says smiling, "what? No Lizzy you don't have to." I say to her, "no babe I want to, look there's a bonfire party Friday at 8." Lizzy says looking at me, "come with me." She says. I sigh and look away from her, "I don't know Lizzy, I'm not really a party girl..." "c'mon baby, it'll be fun, I'll be there for you, and there's some hot boys there." She says giving me a warm smile. I sigh and nod slowly and Lizzy smiles and hugs me, "great." She says. 
-Friday-
Lizzy's getting ready and she looks to me, "are you gonna get ready?" She asks me. I sigh but nod getting up and going to the bathroom. I put on my makeup and skirt pushing my shirt into it. When I get out Lizzy looks me over, "you look amazing." She mumbles biting her lip. I blush and look away, "c'mon lets go y/n." Lizzy says grabbing my hand pulling me out the door. We sneak past the headmistress' quarters and head out the back door and through the Forest, "Lizzy," I say feeling a bit scared since I could barely see anything. I feel Lizzy's hand take mine and calm down a bit, "relax..." She says giving me a reassuring smile. I nod and she intertwines our fingers and pulls us through the forest until we reach a bonfire. She pulls away from me and goes to one of the boys and begins to talk and laugh with him so I went to a table with some drinks on it and grabbed a beer. I drank a bit and a boy came over and started talking to me. I smile and giggle at his jokes but don't feel anything for him, he was just like the other guys. Later on I go to sit with Lizzy when we play truth or dare. "Truth our date y/n?" One of the guys ask me, "dare." I say, "dare you to make out with Lizzy." He says with a smirk. I blush and look over to Lizzy who was shaking her head and getting up, "you guys are a bunch of horny fuckers." Lizzy says giggling. I felt my heart racing and I was shaking. I was nervous, excited, and ashamed all at once. I wasn't supposed to like her she's a girl, I was raised to only like boys, liking girls was a sin but fuck Lizzy was a sin. Lizzy came over to me and took my hand pulling me into the forest, "Lizzy I-" She stops me, "relax it's just a dare." She says giving me a warm smile. I sigh and look away, "c'mon honey let's give them a show." Lana said with a smirk. I lean towards her unsure what to do. Lizzy bit her lip as she looks at mine and leans in as well and we kiss. The kiss is slow at first but soon Lizzy slid her tongue against my bottom lip and I let her in. I feel her push me against a tree behind us and we make out. I let out a small moan and Lizzy's hands ran behind me and brought me closer to her. I let my hand go to her face and push her hair away from it then cup her cheek to deepen the kiss. Lizzy hums slightly and it was hot. She pulls away from me slightly and looks up at me, "You're an amazing kisser y/n." Lizzy says giving me a small smile. I don't say anything and Lizzy grabs my hand pulling me back to the bonfire. We sit back down, "did you guys enjoy the show?" She asks with a smirk. The guys smile and nod causing me to blush hard and look down. Lizzy laughs and everyone continues to play truth or dare, "Lizzy truth or dare." He says. She smirks, "dare." "Show us your tits." She takes off her shirt with no hesitation and then lifts her bra and the boys snicker but I can't help but look at Lizzy's small breasts, they were perfect and I wanted to touch them and make her feel good. Oh my god what am I thinking?! I just keep looking at her until she puts her shirt back on. The game continues for a bit until Lizzy asks me if we could leave and I agree. She's drunk and high, I saw her snort cocaine and she's been drinking all night. "Come with me." Lizzy says grabbing my hand and pulling through the woods again, "Lizzy where are we going?" I ask her as she pulled me. She doesn't answer me but we soon reach the back of a motel and Lizzy pulls out a key, "what are we doing Lizzy?" I ask her confused, "we're gonna go swimming," she says matter of factly, "I don't have a swim suit." I say, "you got underwear right?" I nod, "there's your swimsuit." She says, "now let's go." She grabs my hand and pulls me to the pool unlocking the door and going in. She takes off her shirt and pants and jumps in the pool. I do the same and sit on the edge of the pool. Lizzy smiles at me and pulls me in causing me to yelp and fall in, "Lizzy!" I yell at her splashing her she giggles causing me to laugh as well. I felt myself shivering and Lizzy looks at me concerned, "swim around y/n, it'll make you warmer." Lizzy says. I do as she says and we start to play in the pool. I feel Lizzy pull me over to her and pulls me into a kiss. I close my eyes and kiss back until I realize what we're doing and that Lizzy was drunk. I pull away from her, "what are you doing Lizzy?" I ask her in a whisper. She shrugs and kisses me again, "no Lizzy stop, you don't know what you're doing..." I say to her, "y/n-" were cut off by two hotel workers coming in, "hey! You're not supposed to be in here!" One of them says, "shit c'mon!" Lizzy says grabbing my hand and pulling me to get out of the pool. The men leave and Lizzy grabs our clothes and we leave starting our way back to our dorm. "Did you have fun tonight?" Lizzy asks me as we're walking through the woods. I nod, "yeah tonight was petty fun." I say to her. Lizzy was starting to sober up a bit and started talking about a song she loved, "what do you write in those little books Lizzy?" I ask her. She stays quiet for a second, her face turning red, "I-I write...songs." She says, "would you ever let me read them?" I ask her. She shrugs, "I don't know, they're not very good..." Lizzy says shyly, "I'm sure they are don't be so hard on yourself Lizzy." I say to her. Lizzy smiles at me and was about to say something but was cut off by men saying, "stop police!" "Oh fuck c'mon let's go." She says taking my hand and running. I run with her and we run to the dorm, "get us while we're hot!" Lizzy screams at the cops as we ran, "Lizzy no!" I say to her. She giggles and pulls me to the dorm anyway. We get to the school grounds and the cops basically leave us alone, Lizzy grabbing my hand and pulling me into a bush to make sure they wouldn't find us, "okay I think we can go upstairs now." Lizzy whispers. We go up and we collapse on my bed Lizzy laying on top of me. We both seem to have forgotten we were just in our underwear and just relaxed together. After we caught our breaths Lizzy got up taking her bra off and going to her drawer. I stare at her bare back and feel my face heat up knowing her boobs were out. She grabs her t shirt and pulls it over her head. She then pulls down her panties and my heart stops. She goes to her drawer and gets some new ones and puts them on. I shouldn't be looking at her and I should definitely not be enjoying this as much as I do but I can't stop. When Lizzy gets her panties up she gets into her bed, "goodnight y/n." She says turning off the lamp on her night stand. "Goodnight." I say to her getting up and changing myself.

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