Chapter 10
Everything hurts,
I was raped, and I'm pregnant, I've been on the infirmary, for totally a month,
C.C has been with me in this hard and sad time, when he needs to do his work, mell stays with me,
I have been getting used to know that I'm carrying another life, it doesn't matter what people say it's my baby, and I love him or she already, the baby doesn't have any fault, my baby isn't guilty of anything he is completely innocent and I will care and protect himI'm going back to my cell today, I'm just waiting for C.C. to come and walk with me...
As we went back to our cell, almost every inmate in the way looked at me, I ignored them, I just want to sleep,
when the guards do their rounds I will be able to rest,I went back to do
my Gardening job, I don't see Nicholas or his man's anymore they are still on the solitary.I'm four months preg now, my Dad and brother came visit me, but I couldn't face them, I knew I would break down, I just couldn't see them, I prefer to call them instead
it's been a month, that I tell them not to show up, Nick is out of the solitary, he knows I'm pregnant and couldn't be happier, he made me quit my work at gardening, I just stay with him now,
he made the guards change me from my cell with C.C, to his own, we are cellmates and somewhat married, he never touched me again, he only kisses me, but I ask myself for how long?
I know all of his man's, they name's are (Vicenzo, Bullock, Jax, "Matthew, Maximum they are twins",Sebastian, Paul, Frederick, Turner, William, Roger, Ferrell and Dennis),
only here in prison, he said that his mafia is a lot bigger, he will be bailed up soon for good, he wants to take me with him but he knows that in my situation, my pregnancy
it will be risky so he wants me to give birth first,We are seated outside, I became used to him hitting me now,
but I fear for my babies safety,
Nick is by my side holding my hand, jax calls him,
telling that his brother was on the phone he has his own cellphone even a computer, well he has a lot of stuff, I guess it's the trick of being the Boss"Wait for me darling"
I just nod,and he leaves"Inmate 8577"
John and Lewis said at the same time, they are guards,
you have a visitor I look at them and stand up,
I have a big bump already, the nurses says that I might be waiting for twins, I follow them, it might be Dad or Brandon, I missed them so much, as I enter the visit room, another guard that I know now by Joey, tells me to follow him, I won't receive anyone in public, wow,
I think that, that's just because I'm preg, and the prison rules prohibit intimate visits, people might comment...,Joey guides me to a closed room, I see Dad he hugs me, as soon as I get in, I missed him so much,
but wait the guards ain't doing anything, I thank them silently and hug Dad back, a few seconds later he stiffens and pulls back to look at me, not really to my face, his eyes fall on my big bump I think he felt it when he was hugging me,I completely forgot that I couldn't see him in person because of me being preg., his eyes went wide, I started walking to a table, placed in the centre of the room, I sat down on one of the chairs near and casted my head down, Dad came over soon, he crouched down to meet me at eye level, I couldn't face him
Gustavo[POV]
I work a lot lately,
I'm capable to pay for a house for my son and I, but it still isn't enough, Katrina, stayed with everything, the cars, the house, even our company, who both of us gave blood and sweat to build, everything was good in my life or so I thought,I lost my daughter, my wife and my son, all in one, my name is on the mudd, my degrees and PhD, don't mean anything anymore, my Santy isn't home with me, every day that I wake up, knowing that I cry, I cry,
He didn't let me see him,
we could talk, only by phone and, it wasn't the prison cellphone, another line, we would talk for hours, somehow,I wanted to ask him, how he got the cellphone there in prison, but I didn't had the chance, everytime he would call, he would ask me to eat better and drop one of my jobs so I could rest, I would tell him no, and he would sing for me, it always comforted be, he had an amazing voice, it soothes me, he would say I love you, and immediately hang up, he knew I would ask,He accepted to see me, I'm so happy, but a little confused as to why meeting him, on this room,the door opens, I hug my petite baby boy, after a moment he hugs me back, I feel something, I freeze and look at his belly, it's slightly big....h-he has a bump
Santy, look at me,
Santiago look at me now!
He starts crying, my eyes started to water too, but I didn't let my tears fall,
Santy, d-did, my heart clenched and became hard to breathe, I manage to sayDid someone forced you??
He doesn't reply he just keeps on crying
No!!!, no, no
who did this Santy who? Who is the sick fuck that did that?
Answer me Santy, answer me..."I'm sorry for disappointing you Dad I'm sorry"
You didn't disappointed me Santy, look at me, look at me, this wasn't your fault, it wasn't
come here baby, I open my arms, he hugs me and for a long time, I just hold him as we both cry, he always tells me that things were fine here, but he has been suffering a lot here, all alone,[POV ends]
Dad left,
I went back to the south wing, the guards made their rounds and inspections, Nick is holding me while he sleeps, I put my hand on my bump and started singing, until I fall asleep too.◇◇◇May these words◇◇◇
be the first to find your ears... the world is brighter than the sun now that you are here,
do your eyes will need some time to adjust to the overwhelming light surrounding us.....,
I give you everything I have
I will teach you everything I know
I promise I will do better I promise I will do better
I will always hold you close, but I will learn to let you go
I promise I will do better
I will soft in every edge, I hold the world to its space and I will do better
with every heartbeat I have left, I will defend you every breath and I will do better
Cause you are loved
You are loved
More than you know...Light by sleeping at last
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Mystery / ThrillerThat's where I met him And by only one look, I knew my life wouldn't be the same again he kept staring at me, not even blinking once and then he gave me a very disturbing and twisted smile one that I would see for the rest of my life,but that's it...