you forgot me

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•kylie's pov•

four days until i go home.

i've tried to forget i live more then halfway across the world but it's impossible. no one has told shawn about me leaving yet, he thinks i'm here until school starts.

i lay on my bed now thinking about him. not shawn, and that's the bad thing. i was thinking about aaron. you see it's a long story, but it got me thinking.

(flashback)

"kylie i have to talk to you." aaron told me at the hospital.
"what is it?" i asked.
"come on." he said.
i followed him into another room and he shut the door.
"aaron?" i asked.
"look i know you and shawn love each other right?" he asked.
i nodded.
"all you're doing is hurting yourself though." he said.
"what do you mean?" i asked.
"kylie, you live in australia remember? shawn lives here. that's thousands of miles apart." he said.
"your point?" i asked.
"you're both going to end up being heartbroken." he told me.
i listened. i understood. i knew what i needed to do.

(end of flashback)

from: shawn
hey! come to the city with us today!

to: shawn
i can't. i'm sorry.

from: shawn
we haven't hung out in a week. what's up?

to: shawn
i've just been busy with family.

from: shawn
okay :(

to: shawn
maybe another time.

from: shawn
ok...

i laid on my bed thinking of aaron. he was right, one of us was going to end up heartbroken.

from: aaron
you don't have to avoid him u know!

to: aaron
what do u want me to do then.

from: aaron
just tell him you just want to be friends.

to: aaron
can't do that.

from: aaron
then i will. kylie don't hurt shawn, you don't know how much he means to me.

to: aaron
fuck you. he means just as much to me then to you, probably even more.

from: aaron
then you know what to do better then i would.

sometimes i hate boys.