•it's going to hurt all over again• Peter Pan and Wendy darling fanfic

Part 14.

(i think most of this is from Pan's point of view, sorry if you don't think the narration change I'm sorry but its kind of key for the descriptions and stuff, hope you enjoy, love you all lots
-v)

PAN'S POV.

I'd been discussing business with Bailey and my guys on the mainland so i hadn't had a chance to speak to Wendy yet, but i think she was feeling better i mean she looked better at breakfast, though she didn't eat anything, i brush it off and leave my office.

i see Lucas and some of the boys playing but no sign of Wendy, "hey Lucas where's Wendy?" i ask him he looks around the back to me "oh i don't know, painting maybe have you checked her room" he says, "no thanks " i say and head to my room, hers is empty, nothing seemed to be touched and i run my fingers over the current painting, it's beautiful.

i leave, and begin searching the island, i check her space on the shore, nope, i check her swim spot, nope and the castle, nope, the fairies, nope, my last place is the cove, i call the mermaids to the rocks and ask if they've seem her they tell me she visited earlier and walked back into forest pointing to an opening, "thanks" i say and begin walking that way "Wendy" i call "wendy".

a few minutes into my walking, i catch a glance of a a figure, i run to it, its Wendy, her slender figure is laid against the rock, her face is pale again and she once again looks ill, "oh wendy" i say and i carry her back.

"oh crap what happened?" Lucas asks as i carry her back, "i don't know i found her like this" he says, i take her and lay her back on my bed, Lucas is stood at the door frame " shes getting worse no matter what it is" he says i know he's right but i don't know what to do "get her some water from the island" i say and Lucas gasps and looks shocked, "but Pan--" he says, "i know but i.. i mean we cant lose her" i say, i mean I can lose her, " Pan you'll lose her either way, if you force her to stay shell never forgive you you know that" Lucas says, "DO AS I SAY, LUCAS" I shout, I'm getting annoyed "yes sir" he says and rushes out.

I sit on the edge of the bed and push a piece of her hair out of the war, and i admire her features, 'god she is beautiful' i think, 'no-no she isn't' i then say.

i haven't a single clue on what to do, Lucas is right, I'm going to lose her either way, she'll either die here or she'll be forced to spend eternity here, i couldn't do that to her.

i cover her up and leave the room, "boys go hunting" i shout and the boys cheer and run out.

i sit in my chair and watch Wendy sleep.