CHAPTER 15: Decisions: Walk Away and Redemption

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-What do you do when you know something's bad for you

-And you still can't let go?

-I was naive

-Your love was like candy

-Artificially sweet

-I was deceived by the wrapping

*One week later

*Alonso POV*

I was in depression since that fucking day that nothing can make me happy is like something missing, shit I really miss him so much, but I can't forgive him for attack me and defend that bitch, I really feel so bad for Sean, he was in all moment with me,  about Fer he is now officially dating ruby, that bitch said to loud for I can hear, but no one in the camp talk to them only they talk with them the "necessary", the others always support me a lot, one time Fer tries to talk with me, but I refused him, because now I don't feel prepared for speak with him because the only feelings that I have for him is range and disgust, so I'm in the lake with Sean, he is swimming while I'm writing a song, now Sean and I are closer than before, so I'm proud of that, he always tries to make me smile, and sometimes he had success, so I look again my song book and I continue to write.

-Got caught in your web

-And I learned how to bleed

-I was prey in your bed

-And devoured completely

-And it hurts my soul

-Cause I can't let go

-All these walls are caving in

-I can't stop my suffering

-I hate to show that I've lost control

-'Cause I, I keep going right back

-To the one thing that I need to walk away from

Really, this hurt me a lot, the betray, he told my secret, the change, because how he changed his "love" for me and now he is loving someone else, or maybe I was wrong, I was the only that I put the heart and he only want to fuck me that's the reason why he always ask for it, I don't know but I have a lot of feeling inside of me because I really love him, but now I can see that I was an illusion

-I should have known

-I was used for amusement

-Couldn't see through the smoke

-It was all an illusion

-Now I've been licking my wounds

-But the venom seeps deeper

-We both can seduce

-But darling you hold me prisoner

-I'm about to break

-I can't stop this ache

-I'm addicted to your allure

-And I'm fiendin' for a cure

-Every step I take

-Leads to one mistake

-I keep going right back

-To the one thing that I need

And I dont want to see him, its hard to me see him with other guy, I don't feel alright for that I can forget what happen a few days ago 

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