CHAPTER 21: DANGEROUS MAN

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Two days later

The relationship between me and Sean it getting well and hot, like its like almost all days we have sex, he is super cute with me, so attentive, this feeling is fucking amazing,  so in the afternoon I decide to let Cassidy to paint my hair not all but some parts, I accepted 'cause she was so insistent, she always said the some thing to me, "that I need a change of look",  why dont you paint your hair?", "your attitude and your look doesnt match", etc. so I was so annoying by her that I finally said yes.   

During the morning I got with Sean and with the others to shop some stuff, but I really want is to change my clothes, so I decide to go to shopping some clothes, we return to the camp, I go to my tent and I put some the thing that I bought, but I see the hour in my cell phone, I had one hour before to go with Cass, but when I see my news clothes the inspiration comes,  so I take my songbook and I start to write a song so special for Sean.

-Don't need permission

-Made my decision to test my limits

-'Cause it's my business

-God as my witness

-Start what I finished

-Don't need no hold up

-Taking control of this kind of moment

-I'm locked and loaded

-Completely focused my mind is open

Because I love how Sean and I have a strong connection like our souls were partners, they complement each other very well, that's why the sex with him is awesome, also because he was my first boy, so I remember our first time and for me was so intense, so passional, wild and with a lot of feelings, so I put those thoughts in the song

-All that you got, skin to skin, oh my God

-Don't ya stop, boy

-Somethin' 'bout you makes me feel like a dangerous man

-Somethin' 'bout, somethin' 'bout, somethin' 'bout you

-Makes me wanna do things that I shouldn't

-Somethin' 'bout, somethin' 'bout, somethin' 'bout

That is why he makes me feel when I'm with him, like someone dangerous, in a good way, and he always makes me feel like something that I cant explain maybe is his spirit or his essence, I don't, it's a strange force, I was start to writing again, but I feel like I was losing the inspiration so I decide to go to hike a little bit. I exit my tent and I walk in lake direction, I was looking the nature and I was so concentrated that I don't see the person who was in front of me, I only  felt his gaze, so I turn my head and I see the person that I don't like to see, it was Fernando stand in front of me, I can't react when he speaks

"so you fine a substitute for me, awesome, I cant believe that you did it, you know yesterday I was walking in the middle of the night when I hear something weird it was like moans, so you let him fuck you but not me, so what is the difference, I used to loved you so much....." he was to say something when interrupt him 

"let me remember you a part of the history, you cheat me at first and I found you fucking another guy, because you need to have sex, let me tell you something, you don't have nothing to argue here, and I used to loved you so much, but you ruined" I said with a lot of anger and sadness 

"I don't believe you, you never loved me, because if you felt that you would have sex with me, because that's what the couples normally do, and you can probe it with you current relationship" he said 

" no all is sex dude,  I felt for you a lot of things, more that sex, I had a lot of love to give to  you, even I would have risk my live for you if you need it, I was giving you all I could do in that moment but you ruined with that betray, anf then you made him you boyfriend so who is wrong" I said 

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