"That's how it's post to be if he want me to expose the freak" I sing while I'm going ready for my movie date with Ronnie. To be honest I'm actually really excitied and nervous about how it's going to be. I finish up in the bathroom so I go to my closet to pick something out. I finally make up my mind to wear my best pair of high waisted skinny jeans and my Bigge and 2pac crop top. I wash my hair and wear it naturally curly. Once I'm finished I look over myself to see what I look like when my brother walks in.
RASHARD: WHERE THE HELL YOU THINK YOU'RE GOING IN THAT! *he says with a little anger behind it*
The thing with my brother is that he has always be overly protective and i mean OVERLY protective. I have never minded it thought because I knew he means well and he has my best interest at hand.
ME: shard you seriously don't know who you're talking to. I'm 15 not 5 and I look cute.
RASHARD: *he laughs* Felicia your very funny if you think I'm letting you anywhere with that on
ME: SHARD FUCK YOU!!!
RASHARD: well mom wants us to stay home for "Family Night"anyways so*he says annoyed*
ME: OMG are you serious? I have plans with someone
RASHARD: cancel them
ME: OMG whatever *annoyed at this point I call Ronnie*
(CALLS RONNIE)
ME: hey Ronnie
he can right off the back tell that I'm upset
RONNIE: hey. are you okay?
ME: um actually no, i have to cancel tonight, I'm so so so sorry Ron, I was really looking forward to this, Rain check?
RONNIE: oh wow um dang that really suck ass because i really wanted to see you!
ME: I know me to, but I will definitly make it up to you. Promise!
RONNIE: Oh so many ways you can make it up to me!
ME: OMG*chuckles* shut up Ronnie,but I'll text you.
ROINNIE: I'll be looking forward to it bye beautiful
ME: bye.
Once I get off the phone with Ron, i change into joggers and a cut off t-shirt. I walk myself downstairs already irraited, I sit down in my favorivte chair and log onto instagram i can't even get to the home page when my father comes in and takes my phone away.
ME: what the....
DAD: what the what? Felicia you are always on this damn phone, why don't you turn it off and actually talk to your family!
ME: yeah we are a "real" family *say under my breath*
DAD:what was that Felicia
ME: nothing, can I have my phone please?
DAD: as long as you interact with the family
ME: okay whatever ....
I havent really talked to my dad since i founded out about the affair. nobody knows that i know and i wish i didnt. I can't get that image of him kissing Mrs. Monique out of my head, why? why her of all people my bestfriends mother? I could never tell my mom it would kill her!
Once again I get knock oit of my thoughts when my brother comes and to talk to me about another girl.
I mean don't get me wrong I love helping my brother, but he always picks the nicest girls and then fucks them over and I refuse to be apart of another ones falling destiny. so I excuse myself and go into my room where I stay the rest of the night listening to partynextdoor and jhene aiko.
