Broken

chapter 1:the chase

I was running, running faster than I had ever ran in my life I turned back but the police cars where getting closer I didn't know what to do, I saw a path danger was writing there but I had no choice,what happened to me is nothing compared to this supposed danger.

I hid behind a truck and sat down due to my exhausted state. My shirt had blood stains on it, I looked at my hands which was also covered with blood. The evidence of the sin I had committed,the blood of my own brother.

I smiled looking at the blood stains, tears running down my cheeks. I was not crying because of what I did, it was because I couldn't save them, any of them, and I will always regret not being able to stop what happened

I couldn't hold it any longer, I let out an agonizing scream and started sobbing hard. I didn't care if the police heard me,I didn't care any more all I wanted was to be free of all this pain. I wanted all of it to end,i wanted to go back in time to three days ago and change things.

I never thought I could even hurt a person taught less of killing them but I did,I was the most sweetest person you would ever meet but now I just took a life, a life that took everything I loved,the people I cherished.

Why did I kill him?I should have waited for him to kill me because I am as good as dead, I had everything you could dream of money,friends,a loving family  but everything is gone, how could a sixteen years old girl loose everything in three days.

I  feel like committing  suicide but I don't have the nerves to,I have committed enough sin I can't end my life, I looked around analysing my surroundings, it was an abandoned place that looked like an explosion had taken place years ago, I started to sob harder how did I end up here, no one ever thought the perfect Brittany Logan would be left broken.