If there's something I've learned about women is that they are really- and I mean it- really overprotective with the object of their admiration. They zealously try to keep them safe, as they call it, so nobody would taint their pure idol or friend. I wouldn't mind this behavior if it weren't for the fact that I was really interested with said object of admiration.
For the ones that didn't get it yet, I fell in love with Zen and for the look of things we fell for me too even though I was a male instead of a woman as he'd hoped when I first got introduced to the organization after the hacker incident.
Every single time I had the opportunity to talk with Zen in the chatroom Jaehee was fast to remind me that I shouldn't get too close because a romantic relationship could damage his career and break the hearts of hundreds of thirsty fans as I call them. I get that most of Zen's fans are female and they all want him for themselves but he shouldn't give up love to please them.
Much to Jaehee's displeasure Zen also thought that he should be able to do whatever he wanted with his romantic life without worrying about what the world may say but at the same time he wanted to be accepted. After all he was exploring a side of him he didn't even know existed and wanted to have only positive people backing him up. He was a hopeless romantic and I loved that about him.
Everyone in the RFA was pretty much fine with us dating. Jumin didn't mind us and was his usual cold self what makes me think he wasn't against it. Seven and Yoosung were more than happy to see the so called "dating curse of the RFA" being broken. V, just like Jumin, didn't care as long as we were happy and safe.
On the other hand Jaehee was furious, she didn't show it in her face or tone but in her passive aggressive remarks before, during and after the party. I told her many times that she was being a pain and should shut up. Of course I didn't say it like that, I was respectful and chose my words really carefully as to not offend her but it was fruitless. It was at that point where I decided to ignore her altogether.
After the party, our relationship became stronger and we started to go out in public, holding hands, being cute with each other, going to Zen's secret place to see the sunset after work.
Up until now things were going great but as they say "good things never last".
What exactly happened? Well, two things happened. One being that a group of fans started to spam my profiles in every social media with hate comments and nasty threats. I tried my best to keep them a secret for Zen because I didn't want to worry him. I've was used to hear insults but I would be lying if I said they didn't affect me anymore, actually they got to me more than I want to accept. That's why my little secret didn't last long before my boyfriend found out. Thinking back I was really bad at keeping myself happy and energetic as I normally was. It was hard to wake up every morning pretending to be fine knowing that I was the reason of all this.
The other bad thing was a little more heartbreaking. Now that Zen was openly dating me some of his colleagues started calling him names and constantly making him the butt of the joke. You would expect to find more open-minded people in the acting and modeling industry, specially in this day and age, but is the same as in every other industry. I want to make clear that not everyone was like this but sadly the mean and nasty people are always the loudest.
Thanks to those problems we were forced to take a break and make a decision. We either make a public statement telling everyone to basically fuck off or fake our break up to stop receiving complaints about the relationship.
Without a doubt we chose the public statement, there was no way Zen would lie to everyone knowing how much he tries to remain as honest as possible to everyone.
We spent the next few days writing the script for the conference. Jumin had previously offered his help but we decided to do it by ourselves. He already helped Zen with Echo Girl's false allegations and this wasn't as big of a deal to bother the busy director of C&R.
In the end we've decided to make an Instagram live to make sure that every obsessive fan hears what we have to say and stops once and for all the nasty behavior. It was obvious that the problematic individuals would be watching.
The date was set for today 5pm. Zen and I posted the date everywhere and Seven and Yoosung did the same.
We will have about an hour to talk and answer some questions if there were any.
Even though the script is done and we know what to say I can't say I'm not nervous and scared. What if everything goes wrong? What if he just doesn't want to be with me anymore because of the controversy?
I know deep down that he wouldn't leave me like some people in my life did but I can't help but think about it.
I just have to wait and see how it will play out...
N/A: Me pintó escribir en ingles, espero que no hayan demasiados errores.
Perdón por no haberlo hecho tan emocionante. Estoy ocupada esculpiendo decoraciones así que no tengo buenas ideas. Suena como una excusa pero voy a tratar de pensar en algo que si valga la pena.
ESTÁS LEYENDO
Mystic Messenger One shots
FanficNo hay mucho para agregar, estos son one-shots de Mystic Messenger. Va a haber un poco de todo.
