Take me as I am

[7]

[7]
Just plain ol' fat.

Tiffany

I stood in front of the mirror and pulled on my belly fat.

Ugh.

I hate all this unwanted fat,I've heard of baby fat but this is far from it.

"Baby"I pulled down my shirt when I heard my mother shout for me.

"Yes mama"I awaited for her answer but never got one,that only meant she wanted me to come downstairs because she wasn't about to yell with me.

"Ma'am?"I pulled myself up on the kitchen stool and watched as my mother sipped her afternoon latte.

"I'm off to work baby"she walked over to me and kissed my cheek.

"I will be working a double shift so I most likely won't be home until late tonight so behave"

I smirked as I looked at my mother "I'ma good girl ma"

She screwed up her face and grabbed her things "mhm lock up love ya"

I blew out a breath and dragged my way to the door locking it.

I looked at my phone to see it was only two thirty and I haven't eating all day.

'Knock knock'

I let out another frustrated breath as I dragged myself back to the door.

"Yesss"I groaned as I yanked the door open.

"Now is that anyway to talk to your boyfriend"I looked up from my sock covered feet with a big smile on my face.

"Hi baby,I missed you"I grabbed his beautiful face and kissed all over it.

"Damn girl lemme go m.i.a for a couple days instead of hours and see what else you'll be offering"

I pulled away from his lips and smacked his arm.

"Boy boo"

"What you been up to all day my lil' hoochie?"

I sat down on the couch and rolled my eyes "I've been stuck in this house all day starving like marving"

"You got a old ass soul nobody say that shit no moe' anyway put on some shoes so Ya man can go out and treat Ya"

A big smile came on my face as I happily got up,shit I'm about to get fed.

"And put on some more pants yo ass jiggling to much in them leggings and I ain't Tryna catch a case with a nigga looking at you"

I rolled my eyes;I've been doing that a lot lately.

After I put on some shoes and changed my pants I made my way back downstairs.

"Let's go my Puerto Rican papi"

Brandon

I smiled as I watched her sip the last bit of her milkshake.

She's so fucking beautiful man;damn I'm lucky.

"Brandonnn stop staring you making me nervous"She whined.

"Oh hush up,you so fucking beautiful man I can't help but to stare"

She rolled her eyes and waved me off "whatever".

"Why do you do that?"

She looked over at me confused "why do I do what?"

"When people compliment you,you just wave them off like you don't believe them"

"Cause I've been told majority of my life I was ugly only people to ever tell me I was beautiful were my parents but that's their job;to make me feel good"

"Well now I'm telling you,your beautiful and I'm telling you this because it is true"

She nodded her head and leaned over the table and kissed me.

"I gotta question,why don't you love yourself Tiffany?"

She shrugged her shoulders "I'm just plain ol' fat"

This girl gone be the death of me.