From Zowie To Zuwaira

chapter nineteen

Hi guys I know this is meant for tomorrow but I just had to

Zuwaira..

"I love you" I heard and I gasp my heart hitting hard in my Chest. I couldn't speak

"Calm down,it was Zayad talking" he said and closed my eyes disgraced

"Ehnnn...I knew that" I said and he chuckled
He just chuckled
It wasn't funny

"Papa" Zarah beamed coming to us and I picked her up her moving away from the door with Rayan trailing behind. He went up leaving me and Zarah . Few minutes later Zayad walked out of the kitchen with a smile on his face and a gave him a bigger smile

"So how did it go" I asked playfully

"Haven't you heard enough" he snarled and I gasp

"What?" I asked innocently
"Oh shut up,I knew you where eavesdropping" he hissed and I laughed going into the kitchen ,I met khairat smiling at her self opening the oven. She put her hand in and yelped in pain

"Subuhanallah" I exclaimed reaching to her,her hand was red
"What's wrong with you,what where you thinking about" I scolded blowing on it

"Didn't you know the oven was hot before putting your hands" I asked but she was smiling
No she was blushing

What does love do to people😨

If this is what it does then it is dangerous

"Its fine Adda" she said removing her hand from mine still smiling and I looked at her in awe

I want to feel it
I really want to know how it felt but I can't......no one can make me feel it
We finished up before magrib and I left to pray. When I came back I met Rayan and Zayad watching a match. Rayan looked distant he was starring at space not blinking
What's wrong with him

"Adda I am done arranging the table" khairat said to me and I nodded

"Dinner is ready" I informed and picked up Zarah
We eat in silence,mostly Zayad talking commenting my cooking and teasing Rayan here and there who only  smiles
After Isha they left and I took Zarah to her room
She finally agreed to be sleeping in her room when her friends in school said they slept in their rooms and she wanted to be a big girl so she will have a baby(her words) she was like
"Mummy, Faiida and samina and salim all sleep in their rooms and all of them have a baby in their house,I also want to be a big girl so we will have a baby" she said on our way back home and I only nodded
After toking her in I went back to my room did my night routine and laid happly on my comfortable bed picking my designs book that laid on the bed and flipped throw it
Those times my imaginations where wild,I made a lot of designs,😊. I began drawing the gown I want to saw for Zarah when a knock came in
I reached for my kimar knowing who it was and opened the door
The only flesh of mine he has seen is my face, hands and legs,I always either where my abaya and tie a scarf or wear my kimar anytime he was close

"Hi" he said. He looked nervous
Why🤔

"Hello" I replied still holding the door

"Aren't you gonna let me in" he asked politely and I did just that by moving for him to pass

"Sorry to disturb you" he said....hmmmmm

"Its fine I wasn't busy" I said and notice him looking around my room
Okay?
"Oh ok" he said scratching the back of his head
He looked cute
I kept quite looking at him waiting for him to speak

"Well,Mama and Baba are travelling tomorrow" he said and I nodded
"So I heard" I said and he walked over to my bed and I watched him

"Yeah,...and Yusrah would be coming over" he said and I nodded