From Zowie To Zuwaira

chapter thirty.

Zuwaira

When Yusrah was done talking she was crying and so was I. He really has been through a lot. I don't  think I would be able to ever cope knowing that I have lost something important to me but not knowing how and who . I would never get my self.

"You heard what the doctor said,he is remembering Zuwaira" Walid said

"Because of you" he added and I looked at him confused
"You can help him remember Zuzu" Yusrah said

"What are you saying, I thought him remembering is dangerous" I said

"It is ,when he is told but not when he remembers on his own" Walid added

"Am confused" I confessed

"Eehnn......what I mean is when he is remembered then it can cause harm but when he remembers on his own then it won't cause any harm"

"So what do I do" I asked still confused

"He is remembering because he feels what he felt for Abidah in you" he said confusing me even more

"I don't....I mean I am not getting any of this" I said shaking my head

"He is loving you" Yusrah blurted making me give her a question look

"He is loving you as in feeling what he felt for Abidah,he is feeling those feelings once more and it making him remember" Walid explained further and I didn't know what to say........

"So what do I do now" I managed to asked

"Let him love you" she said and I gasp.....

What.........I should let him love me...........
How????

"Show him to love you Zuwaira, you can teach him how to love again and he will remember"she paused

" on his own"she reprimanded

"How can I teach what I don't know" I blurted out of no where

"You can learn from him" Walid said making me turn to him

"Am I not supposed to teach him,how will I learn from him" I was already having a headache

Zuwaira please,we know you can do this please just do it so we won't be leaving with fear anymore......please"Walid begged and I looked everywhere but him

"I know you guys think I can do something but this is one thing am zero at. I literary know nothing about.....love" I said getting up

"Let's not take risks before I blow it" I added and picked my bag

"Zuwaira, don't d...." I cut her off

"Am sorry Yusrah,I don't want to take a risk and end up hurting him

" let's go I think he is awake "Walid cut us off. I look away from yusrah and rushed back into the   hospital

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Rayan

I blink twice trying to adjust my eyes from the light in the room and my eyes focused on two pairs of eyes looking at me

" how are you feeling "she asked and I tried sitting
She help me sit up and put a pillow on my back

" Water"I manage to say and she quickly reached for a bottle opened it and handed it over to me
After three gulps I closed my eyes and just then I recalled all that happened. It came in  like a lightening flash

"Abidah" I siad opening my eyes making Zuwaira turn to me asking if I was okay

"Abidah" I repeated,the name felt common coming out of my mouth but yet foreign