Core Memories

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The day after was amazing, as was the day after that, the day after that and so on. Everyday was amazing. I was happy again.  Truly happy, a happy where i couldn't get a smile off my face even if i tried because i knew that when i got home i could message my girl. Most days i couldn't help but brag to my friends, show them pictures of her with pride. She's beautiful and she was mine, i was so lucky to be with someone as incredible as her. 

On some days we called, those days where the best days. Connection wasn't the best but for me it didn't ruin it because i still got to hear her voice, the voice id sit in class and think about when i should be completing the algebra worksheet set by my maths teacher. When we messaged i was always smiling bright and wide. Boy did she get me dizzy, get me weak at the knees with her words and compliments, get me utterly whipped even more when she posted and i couldn't help but spam the comments because holy shit was i so in love with this fucking girl. 

Something ill always commit to memory is the first i love you's. 
3 simple words that hold enough power to make someone (that someone is me) literally almost scream and practically burst with every positive emotion you can name. Happiness, Excitement, Love, Adoration... 

Now i knew she felt exactly as i did, and it felt great. So great that i remember when she said 'i love you too' i cried. I cried for a hot 2 minutes, finally understanding and feeling what i felt was reciprocated. I loved her with my entire heart, my entire everything and will never ever stop loving her because when you start loving someone that much you want to be with them forever. 

You want your future to be with them, you want kids with them. You want to cry happy tears as you both say i do, you want to whisper sweet nothings in their ear as you have your first dace together as a married couple. You want to go through the ups and downs of your life with them because when you love someone that much you don't want or need anyone else.

Because they are your soulmate.
Because they are the one, the only one, for you.
Because they are your happy ever after. 

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