Carson's pov:
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Fuck i hurt her! I can't believe i just did that. I'm a monster! I hate jordyn I didn't kiss her!
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"flashback"
(Doorbell rang)
C: (opens) what do you want?
Jj: hey babe
C: stop I don't like you i love someone else can u go now?
I closed the door, if you're wondering who it is, it was my ex
(doorbell rang again)
C: (opens) didn't you heard what i said? GO-
She cut me off by kissing me i pulled away quickly but it was too late Brynn was already there she saw us... (you guys know the rest)
"end of the flashback"
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I just lost the woman i love isn't it great? and i hurt her. I'm sad and mad at the same time! I'm sad cause i lost her and she called me those thing but i deserved it because i hurt her. And I'm mad cause i just hit a girl and the girl that i hit is the girl that i love!
J: daddy? why are you crying?
fuck i didn't even notice that i was crying
C: no James i'm not crying, there's was just a dust in my eye
J: but daddy there was no wind how did you get a dust in your eye and your room si so clean there's no dust here. daddy are you sad? are you sad because Brynn left?
C: n-no i'm fine buddy
J: i heard screaming is everything okay?
C: everything okay bud me and Brynn just have a little argument earlier.
J: is she going to leave us? (pouts and eyes started to get watery)
C: n- i don't know James
J: but she said she isn't going to leave us.
C: g-go to your room i'll make some dinner
J: i want Brynn's pasta (frowns)
C: I'm sorry buddy not today
J: fine
He walked out and went to his room. I make my way to the kitchen and made dinner.
Brynn's pov
Me and Annie talked for hours, then suddenly i think about Carson was i too rude? I feel bad now.
A: Brynn? Brynn!
B: h-huh? yes?
A: you were out.
B: i was just thinking... about Carson. was i too rude? was i too dramatic-
A: Brynn! you were just in shock okay? we don't know the truth yet.
Carson's pov
"at night"
me and James finished dinner, he was so quiet cause there's no Brynn. I tucked James to bed and i kissed his forehead. I walked to my room and opened my laptop. I was thinking that my house have CCTV and i could send the video to Brynn. I just want her to know the real story. i sent the clip to Brynn.
Brynn's pov
me and Annie are eating dinner when i had a text i looked who it was, it's Carson he send me a video. Annie and i watched it and i started tearing up cause i fucked up
B: n-no i messed up!
A: just talk to him Brynn!
B: okay.
"text"
Cars💕: sent a video
Brynnie❤️:i'm so sorry that i over reacted.
Cars💕: it's okay. i can't forgive myself for what i did to you.
Brynnie❤️: no i understand why you did that. i deserved it for what i said to you.
Cars💕: Brynn if i'm being honest what you said made me sad mostly because it came out from you the woman that i love, but it was the truth, you told me the truth about myself so that doesn't give me a reason to hurt you cause what you said about me is true. i just want to say that i didn't mean to hurt you i'm sorry but i can't lose you Brynn. I love you!
Brynnie❤️: Carson... i love you too I'm sorry too but i think i need time to... think.
Cars💕: ... okay
end of the chapter
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