The depression

Oh my, how the morning shines

I wake yup at 4 in the morning for school, so I can leave early so my dad doesn't see me. I wake up Lyanna at 5 so she gets ready in time for school, and she is not happy with me. She is not a morning person, at all. I wake her gently, just a kiss on the fore head and a little shake. She doesn't understand why I wake her up so early, and she's not early enough to understand yet.
I go downstairs and make a quick breakfast for the both of us. I don't have to pack her a lunch, thank god, we get free lunch cause my dad doesn't have a job and my mom only works part time. "Sierra, can I get some milk please" my sister asks politely, I'm so glad how I raised her. At least not a snobby brat like the other kids at school.
I run out the door when Dianna picks me up. Unlike me, her parents take care of her and gives her everything she needs and more. I get in the car and we drive quickly to school, knowing we might be late.
We get to school 10 minutes before the bell rings, which gives me 7 minutes to "socialize" which is just the 'emo kids' which I'm perfectly fine with.
I walk to my normal spot where Dianna, Justin, Carl, Remsa, and Bryon are sitting. We don't have many girls it out group, which is perfectly fine with me cause those three boys are enough. I walk over and Bryon quickly walks away and me, being the bitch I am, asks what the fuck that was all about. "Are you serious Sierra??? Its been only a short time since you two broke up" Remsa says. "So?! It's not like I broke up with him and left him for Carl!" I fight back. "Dude, don't bring me into this." Carl says, taking me seriously. "It's not like Kara said yes Sierra, why are you still mad about that?!" Says Dianna. I brush the thought off and change the subject.
The bell finally rings and I say bye and give Dianna and Remsa a hug and give Justin and Carl our regular handshake. I walk to Math class, which I am not happy about. Mrs. Jime is so annoying and always talks about her life problems when we are supposed to learn about. I love math, I just don't like my teacher. "Hey, look, there's the whore. Yo, Sierra, how many times have you cut today, hm" says Pierson, a total ass hole who only knows that I cut because he used to be friends with Bryon. I ignore him and turn my head phones and King For A Day by Pierce The Veil (featuring my favorite, Kellin Quinn). Finally Mrs. Jime walks in and I hide my IPod real quick. we have a practice test today for finals in February, which isn't that far away. I finish the test quickly, it's all stuff I knew and after our tests is a free period so I text Bryon
Me:Yo, why'd you run away this morning?
I quickly get a text back defensive of course
B:First off, I didn't run away, I had to leave and because I really don't want it to be awkward
Me: well it didn't really help, at all, it's been five months though, I don't understand why we can't just be friends????
B: I didn't think you'd want to be friends, I mean I did try to go out with your now ex-best friend
Me: I can get over it, it's not like I cried over you for the last five months... oh wait, I have. You know what, I have to get over it, and I'm willing to become normal friends if you are willing
I waiting a while for a response, but I didn't mind, I was just happy I might get my friend back. Sure, he hurt me, but I have to accept if just isn't meant to be.
B: sure :)
Me: awesome :) ttyl
Quickly after that I texted Dianna, the only one I really trusted with this crap, because I know Remsa would just tell Kara.
Me: yo, me and Bryon just became friends again, I really hope this works out
Princess Dianna: That's great!!! Hope you two are great friends!!!! Gtg, Mr. G is gonna get pissed!!!!
I turn off my phone and put my ear plugs in, this time to Dear Maria, Count me in by All Time Low.
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Is this good so far??? It's gonna get better, trust me