The Chances Of Julia Montenegro.

Chapter2: The good luck

I never knew that I am one of those lucky people in the world.

"R-i-n-g" My phone is ringing. I receive a message from my whatsapp. So I check. I hold my mouth. Hold my breath. My eyes start to break in some tears. It is written that I have won one ticket for the show with the BTS on June 12th at the Wembley Stadium for their "Map of the soul tour: Persona" tour. I am over the moon. I am speechless. I have no explanation. I'm full of happiness. I really want to share my feelings to someone right now but I have nobody. It's Saturday, I don't have work and I don't want to do anything apart from crying of joy in this empty room. First of all, I have never been in any concerts in my life because my economy didn't permit me to do so. Secondly, I have never been in the Wembley Stadium of my life even there were many free sports competition there, I only saw its hugeness on TV so I could only imagine how it will be in real experience. Thirdly, my dream comes true to finally meet my idols without making too much effort. I never expected something magical like that could happen to me. Even the show is still so far, I can already think about how I will react when they will be this near of me. Oh my God I can't wait. On the waiting, I must live this miserable life for the moment. I check my watch and it's already 9 p.m.
Time to watch Run BTS episode as a new one has been updated early this morning. I go prepare my lunch first, a precooked Chinese noodles. I'm not a very good cooker but I had to learn it alone during my entire life. I learned everything alone by the way. I have no much friends, only one is close to me. Mikaela. My roommate at the University. She is not a fangirl like me. She said it's children's thing. I agree. Even I forced her to look just one of their documentaries, she always said that they are like all boys band. I know they will split sooner or later she often said. I just laughed and gave up on trying. But sincerely, she is the only one friend that I have even if we are living in a complete different world now. We keep contacting to each other through video call. At the University, we both chose to study English literature but she finally found out that modeling is her stuff. Mikaela is a very beautiful woman. She has got goddess body and aesthetical face. Her eyes are those of sapphire and lips like a blooming rose. I am nothing compared to her. I have never been jealous of her, instead I am very proud to have a friend like her. I support her in everything she is doing and she knows that even if we are apart now. I know she met another friends and new people where she is now but she never forgets me as I do. One of the best lesson from the BTS leader saying is to dare to speak yourself like where you're from and what are your voices. I'd love too much doing these but unfortunately I ignore who I am. However, thanks to them I was starting to love myself and never regret my past. That's enough talking. I'm going to watch this episode. I click on the link below and start to watch.

I honestly never learned Korean even it looks easy. I have no time for that due to my job. Watching subtitles are already an help. At first, when I read their songs lyrics I understood nothing but after I know everything with its translation. It's easy to speak but to be honest I wasn't eager to learn the language even I love these guys. Lol.

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I finally finished the episode. I check my mobile to see updates. There are no news. Then I went to the bathroom to take a bath and refresh my body skin before taking rest. Taking rest means sleeping for me. My daily life is always like that, working, watching videos, eating and sleeping. I'm very lonely. I have nobody to talk, Mikaela is busy with her role modeling at magazines shooting photos. I have no family. I confess to you that I have been many times collapsed myself at younger age. But I always managed to raise up. I was once tried to cut my veins because it was so difficult to endure this loneliness. I asked help to my friend but she only told me to cheer up and pace myself. But it couldn't help. I even called for a counselor psychiatrist at school and they ordered me to do exercises or sports to break out my introversion. At the orphanage, I was well treated. Everyone loved me. But I don't know what is my problem I become this pitiful girl.

The concert at the Wembley Stadium is months so far away. When I take a look at the info, I saw that I can pay the ticket with my two months salary. I reflect a little longer. It's not so expensive at all, why in the hell I never look at this? I can buy it. So I bring my laptop on bed and sign up. I pay it online without no hesitation. I don't know what will happen but I will be on their concert this year and will be my first time. I will obviously go alone because I know Mikaela will be occupied with her job. I am so excited even I know I won't be able to see them closer due to my late submission of ticket. There are two dates and I will be on the second one, June 14th. But on June 12th, I will be the luckiest fan ever! It's one chance in a million🔥

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