"Hello" I say to the commercial. "Good morning miss! What can I do for you?" She smiles commercially of course, I can feel it's a fake one. I take the two purple bracelets and give them to her. "I will take these two please." "Nice choices! It's really trendy this time." She takes them and wraps in a cover. Her smile becomes natural. But I know that these bracelets are fashionable no need to tell. Lol. She continues: " It's £250". Even it's very costly I must buy them. It's worth the price. The concert is now approaching, I need to look like a fangirl. I don't want Jimin thinks of me not a genuine fan. Haha. I go out from the Kpop store. As far as I know they are selling Korean popstars original stuffs and as for BTS merches, they come immediately from the Big Hit entertainment company. I'm so happy I got these bracelets. I want to jump up of happiness but everyone will take me as a fool person.
J-Hope from the BTS is very keen on making a DIY. I saw these bracelets from his last live and I really love how it is beautifully accommodated.
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The concert is now one month left. It's close. I can't wait. I learned online Korean language during one month, I watched Korean dramas in addition even I'm not that Kpop lover. However, I have no memory of each word. I only know the meaning of some sentences and expressions. I have not too much times to learn it because I've got some busy schedules. I got the bracelets from my bag and put them in a box where I used to place special stuffs such as souvenirs from memorable moments. Today I wake up very late. It's 5 o'clock, out is still dark and I can already see my boss head scolding me if ever I'll arrive late. "JULIA! YOU ARE THE ONLY PERSON WHO HAS NEVER BEEN LATE AT WORK! SO WHY NOW?! NEXT TIME YOU COME LATE, YOU'RE FIRED! " No I'm joking, he is a very good person and comprehensive. He never scold any of us. Only subordinates when it is needed. I immediately pick the box to catch my bracelets. I decide to wear them today. In a rush, I break the blue one. I am so sad but I'm sure I can fix it when I got home. I take my usual road and bus. It's really warm today and it's foggy. I finally arrive. I run up to get into the next pavement when I don't pay attention and fall down. It's so slippery due to the rain from last night. I don't get hurt but I carefully walk down to reach the office.
I didn't look at my body at all when I fell down but rushed immediately at my post when I realized that I lost the other bracelet. The purple one! I am so broken. My heart becomes so heavy. I feel.like I want to roll my tears out. I can't even go out anymore to see it because I'm already late and I don't want ruin my reputation here. I'm really disappointed about myself. Why I cannot be so attentive on the road when I know it's too glided. I am so upset that I'm not eager to work. But I guess nobody doesn't give a damn about that. They gave me a lot of things to do as usually. And I have to finish them before 11. I don't know if it's still part of my supplementary training but it's too much. How can a trainee do as many tasks like this! I deliver to it directly after they gave me these whole documents. I love doing this job. I can handle the pressure. My mental is already prepared when I entered here. I knew I will be receiving these tone kinds of papers. But it becomes too much to handle. During my first weeks of training, they have told us that even it's a small company, a lot of works is going to be undertaken here. We are trained physically as well as mentally. I am a little proud of myself that I have made it until today, many ups and downs emerged here but I was able to hold my position. I must keep up this good work if I'd like to stay here.
Many hours later, I gave it to them right after I have done. I go out now to check if the bracelet is still there. But there isn't anymore. I'm extremely upset. I look at left and right but couldn't find it. I ask the person who is in charge of sweeping if she has seen it but she says she didn't look much down, so it means no.
This bracelet was supremely precious for me. I bought it for the special occasion. The BTS Concert. I chose the purple color because it's like BTS symbolic sign color. Darn it! Furthermore, I'm afraid I can't fix the one I've broken apart at home. Please Hobi give me some hopes! I say look up to the grisaille sky. I got home but I wasn't able to repair the bracelet. But the next day I went to see my friend to make it fixed and he successfully made it. Thanks to him!
