Mistakes in Paris

EP 01

"Is the lipstick okay?" I asked Sunny dahil I heard parating na raw si Benj. Malas, I didn't bring my compact mirror and I find the bathrooms in our school unsanitized kaya ayokong pumasok don.

It's either iihi ako sa bathroom sa office ng SSG or sa labas ng school, I don't really mind if it's the farthest bathroom basta malinis lang talaga.

I fanned my face kasi pinagpapawisan ako sa init ng room namin, the fans were broken since yesterday and hindi pa raw naaayos kaya pupunta si Benj to inspect kasama ang maintenance.

I find him very hot lalo na kapag focus talaga siya sa trabaho niya and when he gets authoritative dahil sa pagiging SSG President niya. Grabe! ang pogi talaga! I wonder if he's like that in bed too. Charot!

He's really smart, like the genius-type and very sporty too! Can you believe that? A smart and hot baseball player? Gosh! Thank God for the hot uniforms of baseball players. Pumo-pogi and sume-sexy lalo e!

He's really THE GUY. A lot of girls fangirl over him kasama na ako doon but he doesn't even give us a single glance or kahit ako man lang! I know he's very focused on school pero can't he just appreciate us? Naloloka na ako sa kaniya ha!

Kahit grabe ang papansin ko sa kaniya everytime I pee in the SSG office, nagmumukha lang akong multo. Ang ibang officers lang naman ang pumapansin sa 'kin e.

"Ayos na 'yan, you're already very pretty. No need to use make up and Benj will not bat an eye on you." My smile fell dahil sa sinabi niya. I already know na wala na talaga akong pag-asa kay Benj. He's got his future prepared for him while I just flirt with whoever until I could graduate.

I have a lot of flings na pampalipas oras ko lang kaka-hintay na pansinin ako ni Benj. I know it's not right but pumapayag naman sila, no-strings attached lang naman ang harot ko e unless si Benj.

"Ang sakit mong magsalita." I rolled my eyes at her na nagbabasa ng kung ano na libro.

"Truth hurts." She smiled and returned her eyes to her book.

Sunny is very pretty, matalino na rin. Mabait but sometimes her words hurt but it's the truth anyway so wala na akong magawa. Hindi na ako magtataka kung sila ni Benj ang magkakatuluyan. I'll be disappointed but not surprised, their personalities and likes are practically the same and both of us are the opposite.

But opposites attract so may chance pa 'no! Positive vibes only! Duh!

I cleared my throat when I saw Benj excusing himself sa prof namin. I sat properly baka isipin niyang burara ako sa klase baka ma-turn off pa siya, sayang effort ko.

Kinurot ko ang tagiliran ni Sunny kaya she glared at me dahil na-distorbo ko ata ang pagbabasa niya. I tilted my head sa direction ni Benj signalling her na andiyan na siya.

My heart was jumping up and down but I kept my composure nakakahiya naman na pati ako mag-fangirl kasama ng iba kong kaklase.

Sunny just chuckled and shook her head dahil sa ka-plastikan kong ginagawa. She knew deep down in me, nababaliw na ako at sumisigaw na ang utak ko na 'I LOVE YOU BENJ!'.

I place my chin at my palm and secretly admired Benj na kinakausap ang prof namin habang inaayos naman ni Manong ang ceiling.

Kahit kailan talaga hinding-hindi na ako magsasawa kay Benj. Kahit nga masulyapan ko lang siya sa tuwing pupunta ako sa office nila my day is already complete na. I even forget who my ka-harutan is!

Napatili ang mga kaklase ko nang malapit na mahulog si Manong sa upuan na pinatungan niya para maabot ang fan. I understand that it's hard to do it lalo na't may katandaan na si Manong.